emotions are just another part of human perception which I can easily change with a little deception

lets get this straight
to be fine
is to be be ok
to be ok
is to not be upset
or sad
or mad
but to be just ok
its to be in a satisfying mood

when you and i say
we are fine
we are spitting on the dictionary
we are getting rid of what that word means
what its supposed to mean

when you hear us say
we are fine
you will see us crying
slowly dying
and just trying
to hold on

but were letting go
but we hide behind the word fine
well, we did
but now you know

to be honset
to be fine
is to be to lost in denial
to want to let you acknowledge the pain

i'm not gonna sit here
and let the world take blame
ima write down the truth
its me own fault i ain't strong enough
to deal with it all
i gave myself to everyone
in the end
caused my downfall

i like to say that everyone else is selfish
because all you do is take from me
but in the end
i'm the one who gave it to you
starting the cycle of greed

and in hopes you understand
i just write some thoughts

i'm tired of all you brainless
heartless cowards
yeah you hid behind curtain
because your never certain
you'll get away with  it

but you got no power
i've seen more strength
in a ******* a flower
so hide behind your curtain

because i'll  run the show