i give people 100% of myself

and yet i in return only receive 10% of you

the glass is not even half full

but then i tipped

i tipped way over the edge

congratulations

you broken the

unbreakable

and you've said

the un speakable

they lied down on the cold ground

in the middle of the night

and asked themselves- why?

am i doomed

to live in gloom

why is my life full of lie's

why can't i completely control myself

no matter how hard i try?

i choose mind over fist

because the brain is deadlier

and yes the feelings pain you give me is heavy

but i assure you vengeance is heavier

and so much sweeter

i look in the mirror
I see a young girl
Dress in a nice pink dress
But I know she’s dead
i know i'm dead
I know I’m just an auto pilot
For she died many years ago
I smile
I put others first
I put myself through torture everyday
Making sure others forget the bad
But you can’t forget bad things
You can push it on someone else though
I remember the bad things so that your happy
Because she would’ve wanted it that way

I stare at her
she stares back
I finally muster up the courage
To ask
What should I wear to your funeral?
Knowing theres no hope
She says
“Why waste money looking Nice
To such a casual event?”

My heart is aching

My bodies shaking

And it feel's like I'm falling

H

        e

                    L

                                P

Its getting worse ,

Because you won't stop

I'm giving you a warning

Because this isn't fair

I've helped you

Even if you don't know

I tried to be a friend not a enemy

Oh couldn't you tell

Well, good luck

Because I will make sure your life

Is a nightmare

A living hell

Figure the out the code

And don't close your eye's

You never know who's watching

because of your lie's