Jasmine dryer

Jasmine dryer May 2018

I’ll still miss you
After all you really were
A first love
But I realize now
There’s nothing I could’ve done

I try to put on my headphones
To shut out the world
But it only reminds me you
All over again
Every song feel’s like
Your favorite tune

My love was only built for you
And only you
That’s the saddest part,

I can’t forget you….I won’t forget you

i wont let go

#obsession

Jasmine dryer May 2018

gasping

i'm sitting there gasping for air

looking and searching for someone to care

but at the same time i build a wall around myself

too lost in my mind

knowing that sometimes

my body

isn't mine

i build a wall to, embarrassed for others to see

to worried about my job

of making everyone happy

but i can do it

i can sacrifice myself

my mind

my soul

i can stop gasping for air

because even if it isn't fair

i'll put your feelings

and state of mind

i will cherish u all before myself

#love

Jasmine dryer May 2018

how?

no one's gonna listen to me
but can't you see?
this is all wrong
they're all dancing to the same song

how could they....conform?

idek

#conformity

Jasmine dryer May 2018

Voices

I’m a girl in world
thats filled with sorrow
so I cry and say everyday
"i'll cry again tomorrow"

this world is a nightmare
and drained of hope
so I wake up everyday and say
"really? nope"

its sad to think
that my life is a lie
and that sometimes the only solution
is to cry

but I wake up every morning
and get up, trying not wine
but a voice says
don't cry, its fine

I always say "ok" as a reply
I always want to scream at the voice
because of course it doesn't get it
because unlike me its had a choice

this voice is a thing I can't really explain
because this voice never wines
in this dark world
it shines

even though I hate the voice
when its seems the world is as dark as night
I try not to cry
with all my might

and the voice was smart
because the last thing I expected to go higher
is the shell of the world
that got brighter

maybe the world
isn't as bad as it seems
because when I choose to be happy
people don't seem as mean

yeah things get better guys! follow my wattpad pine_god the voice was my happy side

#sad #happy #youngwriter

Jasmine dryer May 2018

Rain

Do you ever feel like your drowning

In the rain

do you feel useless, as you try to out run the rain

Because you have no umbrella to block it

That no one understands how it feels

To be soaking wet

In the rain

That the rain is horrible to be in

It makes you sick

people will either help you dry off

Or leave you alone to clean up yourself

i love the rain

So why is it so close to tears

And sadness

follow and like, i want to get my work out there!

#rain #sad

Jasmine dryer May 2018

A chat

Hey, I guess it's been a while

But thats good

At least for me

I mean, I've been happy

I've been absolutely amazing

But then that changed

Even if it was for a second

And now I realize your still here

You didn't leave you, just locked yourself in a room waiting to come out

I don't know, I just thought

Well who cares what I thought

Because your back

Now things are starting to pile

Even the small things stack

Well , its finished I feel at peace once more

So I guess its time to shut this door

Well, it was nice talking

Goodbye sadness

the exits that way

Hello happiness come right in

i was kinda sad but happy . also thx for the feedback i'm only 13 but i love writing

#sad #mixed

Jasmine dryer May 2018

wonder

You wonder why I'm mad
Maybe because you never cared
When I was sad

Or maybe it was the time you stabbed me in the back

What are you , some type of hack?
I don't think so
And I want you to prove me wrong

Because when I'm in palace
On a throne
And you have no one to call your own

I want you to remember why Im mad
Because you took away my happiness
Which was all I had!

You made me sink lower and lower
And now I'm left to think
Who's to blame
Because of your sick twisted game!

But when I reach Fame and riches
I'll look you in the eyes and say
"******* *******"

i was really mad

#anger #blame