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Pho Jul 2015
I'm broken.
I'm bruised.
I've been beaten.
How much longer?

I'm afraid.
I'm terrified.
I've been betrayed.
What did I do?

I'm hiding.
I'm so lonely.
I've been ignored.
Why can't you see me?

I'm sad.
I'm crying.
I've been hurt.
Where is my comfort?

I'm drowning.
I'm falling.
I've been pushed.
Who will save me?

I’m fighting.
I’m battling.
I’ve been deserted.
No one’s fighting for me?

I’m losing…
I’m slipping under…
Save me.
Please?
Pho May 2015
On that night
That rainy fateful night
With just one rope
And a chair
She left it all behind

Some would think her choice pathetic
Cowardly even
But she couldn't take it anymore
The whispering glares
The accusing fingers

She was only human
She'd made mistakes
And she'd carried that mistake around for 8 months
8 painful long months
Until it came early

That was what pushed her to the edge
The one thing she thought could make her happy
Gone, just like that
A still-born
That was that

No way to bring her baby back
Yes, the baby was a mistake
Yes, it was unplanned
But she'd promise to love it
Even if she was ******

She wanted the child to grow up in a loving-home
Something that she'd never known
A home where they'd be nurtured
Promises would be kept
But most of all love

Love would spread through the house and home
Keeping them safe
But that child was gone
And so was she
Gone, for all eternity
Pho Oct 2014
There is a place in my head
That I go to hide
After my heart has bled
A place where I've cried

The place where I am known
Where I feel far away from pain
Somewhere I have grown
A place where I have lain

Motionless, for hours even
Hugging myself and dreaming on
Where I'm believed in
A place I can stay 'till dawn

Even longer if I need
There is no time there
I always feel freed
A place that a simple prayer

Seems to matter to someone
Instead of landing on closed ears
Getting away from the daily humdrum
A place to dry my tears

I want to be alone
Yet as I lay in this place?
Something needs to be known
As the tears run down my face

I need someone to be there
To love me, to hold me close
To be a breath of fresh air
In my lonely, lonely place...

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