Shameful glaring.
Hateful words.
Always reprimanding.
Misplaced worlds.
Everything breaking.

All pain.
Stinging guilt.
Sighing rain.
Interests tilt.
Giving demons.
Having loathing.
Never bronze.
Ever dulling.
Disgraceful self.

Shame assigned.

Some people are lost
And wish only to be found
But what is the cost
Of wandering around?

I prefer to be senseless
Without a direction
Moving through countless
Ways of deception

Truly, being found, is not what it seems
It's people describing you, driving to screams
I'd wander the oceans, rivers, and streams
Rather than stand in the assigned spot for me

Hate leads to more success
Ability to vanquish foes
Variant into worrying less
Every day is the life you chose

Having friends who are so needy
Always makes life harder
Though some may view as greedy
Each friend is one to barter

Have hate.

Watch me cry
Up to the sky
My wails drowned
Out by the clouded
Merciless heavens.

Unto the wind
Though I've sinned
Hear my bawl
Answer my call

And still I sigh
Lost in the sky
The moon hung high
While I cry
"Die."

Goodnight World
Goodnight Moon
***** this ****
I'm not childish

I simply need
I must concede

A total fool
A blood pool
My razor shines
My fine lines

The red glint
The strong scent
High risks received
High stakes involved
Endless pleas sung
Endless screams rung

Waiting so silent
Waiting so violent
Over the edge
Over the ledge
Right here collapsed
Right now elapsed
So far gone
So stepped on
Too much pain
Too little gain

I am the worst.

You think you can love me?
I guarantee you're wrong.
None could ever be
That inherently strong.

I have no social graces.
I dare not try feeling.
I remember no faces
Because I'm uncaring.

I will never matter,
So please, don't try.
The world would be better
If I would just die.

I'm not worth your time.
Don't spare me a thought.
I'm not worth a dime.
I should be forgot.