I miss those precious little moments
the casual talks and small chats
the sweet smiles and simple glances
the way we were before the awkwardness

I take all the chances I can get
Thanking God that we have met
Like tangent lines, our pair of hearts
Will just meet once and be eternal apart

I miss you o precious one
I'm sad that my time with you is done
Thank you for the memories almost forgotten
Those precious moments with you even though it was stolen

I miss
being with you
talking to you
laughing with you

I long
for your smile
for your embrace
for your presence

I wish
for a moment with you
for a chance to love you
for a life with you

If only
I knew what you want
I could hear your thoughts
I could feel your emotions

Then I can stop
myself from hurting you
myself from making you sad
myself from throwing my heart at you

I'm sorry I was selfish

Let your pain be pain.
Don’t hide it under beautiful metaphors or a smile.
For the love of God, don’t push it so far down that you’re walking every step on thorns.
Let your pain bleed through.
Holding onto the ache will not make you stronger.
(Believe me, it will not.)
Pain makes skeletons.
It makes you bitter, angry, and numb.
Gripping so tight that your knuckle turn white will not dilute the burn.
It will wilt your soul.
Pain does always not build character.
It just hurts.
Pain is a wound that festers.
It will wait years upon years for it to be picked at.
What do you believe will happen when it begins to bleed again?
Let the pain flow.
Let it slip out of your wounds and roll down your eyes.
Let it pour out of your mouth till your voice is shaken to the core.
You’ll thank yourself in time.

I think I lost my heart
for I can't feel anything
The light I once had is gone
now only emptiness remains

Where has it gone?
Did I dropped it by accident?
It was safely dormant within my chest
or was it taken and I didn't notice it.

My memory is a little foggy
But there's a face painted in my eyes
A little do I remember
But it seems you had my heart

I offered my heart to someone?
How can that be?
I was fine being alone,
I'm okay to be just me

I can only think of one reason
She woke my heart of stone
But my heart beat so greatly
that it fell out of my chest and into you

But you cannot accept it
For there's no place for it in you
My heart wasn't able to come back
It died in the cold pavement, hardened and back to stone again.

I know I lost my heart
for I can't feel anything
The light I once had is gone
now only emptiness remains

My words aren't so deep
They only reach a river's depth

Yet when you write
It's like I'm out by the sea
Your words are layers
Under the earth's soil

I only achieve to describe a tree's leaf
You'll write out the roots

I'm your porcelain doll
Hoping I won't fall

Being with you is like
Dreaming in a dream

You couldn't get any better to me

I don't want to come down from your love

Heart stops

Let me fall