I should silence
this troublesome whispering
inside my heart

I've already considered
the plain facts
of absence

Falling headlong
into its gorge
too soon

Not knowing who might
drown in their own eyes
night after night

It's not my wish to punish
or pain another soul
beyond my own.

my eyes:

intrusive,
are remote,

focusing on strangers,
and this neighborhood

isolated, in
their dimsighted faith;

no longer blissful,
which is
my true nature

scary, how blind i am,
how old, how
mortal

Internal feelings we don’t want to face
Filled like cobwebs in a dark cool place
Stores up like memory on a computer hard drive
Taking up such massive wasted space...

Delete the storage into the trash
Let it all go, don’t bring it up and rehash

Face your feelings but don’t hold back
Take a journey on a different track

echoes of silence
take me deep

I touch the fire
of life and love

listen out
quiet tongue

pour gasoline
like a river

watch stars burn
nuclear fusion.

head pounding
eyes swelling
body shaking
mind yelling

blood pressure raising
tears falling
body shaking
vision blurred

this is what i feel when your memories visit

captivated by your mind is scary; as scary as the ocean being captivated by the shore.

you taught me that the loneliest star was still loved because it was a planet of its own

you said to me "i will not let the vastness of the way you feel take control over you"

i can't seem to remember the way you used to touch my hair i cant remember the slightest curve of your collarbone

you told me to not only feel but breathe what i wanted and that is exactly what i did.

i breathed your name

and who am i to argue
are we not fools every one?
there's never truth in every word
only thin glimmers show us light
a poem holds up the mirror
to reflect the dawn a little clearer

Hello stranger,
Let me introduce myself, I am the person who may be oceans away,
Or I could be closer than you think...
You deserve wonderful things, so here I am, sending love and light to you!
May your dreams be fulfilled, your smile shining and your day beautiful <3