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 Apr 2015 Hi It's Haliyah
Miss E
And there I was feeling alone
Upset about the things I could not control
Things going wrong
No sign had warn
But little did I know  
That these things had connected me
To our suffering world
So much hurt but little told
We meet the eyes of many
Those who refused to let go
Let your sufferings make you human
And empathize to those who know the feeling
The smell came in waves
Beautiful full waves of
Money,power and madness

I had entered a different world
This world contained things like shoes to purchase
So expensive a mere mortal like myself
Could only ever dream of owning

Chocolates did fuel my eyes
That only my lips could whisper a wanting never to be fed
This was the smell and look of greed and slavery
And I was its servant

Over the years my hands had bled for hours
Bone grinded to dust
Just to feed
Yet they laugh
Our masters
At us
The servants

But here I was mesmerized
I wanted it all
Diamonds,gold and incense
So I could become one
A master
But for who will then be left to be my servant
you will outlive your usefulness.

you will find a toy that will **** you if you let it.

you will indulge in small games
and win nothing.

you will sink into the earth and be rid of the sky.

you will love someone and that will be unbearable.

you will lose your mind and that will save you.

you will curl around a blow-fish
and whisper in it's ear
the word " relax "

you will never know the reason
you had any wisdom.

you will suffer for your art.
The view means nothing
It's your eyes I seek
Your touch I beckon
To feel

As true as the heat of
The sun
My love for you burns
A pain like no other

So I wait
Knowing
Wanting
Your love
Oils to my face
Old masters in a famed notoriety
To take me in
Shorten my breath
******* away

The Turner shone in the late afternoon haze
So did my beautiful
For me nothing could take her place
Nor beat her loving heart and soul
My beautiful

As I gazed into her
All else became the insignificant
No master competed nor oil so fine
A smile so perfect
My perfect
You scare me when you're driving
You make me laugh when you play
You can bring me up when I'm down and you know just what to say
I like the way you write and the things that go through your head
I like the way we talk when we're laying in your bed
I love how you're so protective in any and every way
I love the way you look at me when you really want me to stay
I like the way you're a little bossy,but not too overboard
I have fun with a lot of people but with you I always have more
You say you want to be around and get to know me better
But if you walk away and give up now how will you ever
I wrote this when I first got with the man I'm with and he wanted to go to the army but I couldn't handle him leaving so he stayed and his mother cried and thanked me for giving her son a reason to stay
Yup. Sometimes, waiting destroys all chance.  
Sometimes, you run out of road. Every direction, all options, all roads, closed.
Sometimes, it's a dead end street where you're trapped, with the pouring rain as thick as blood, weighed you down.
Sometimes, there's nowhere to go. Except back in time in your head and reflect on what road, with full-throttle,

COMMITTED

to find
heaven

or




GOD'S

Hell

Fire

Hot HOTT!!

Ouch

decisively;
save regret for later if it's on that path,
cause we know there's
no avoiding it
on THIS
one.
Indecisiveness kills,
it steals time,
as a trained monkey in Bangladesh gets his banana, baby.  
ALL.
roads.

dead.


Save
forgiveness and repentance.
Sometimes,

beautiful things die while you're in darkness, robbing them of sunshine.


They

die.
 Apr 2015 Hi It's Haliyah
Yasmine
I want to sink
feel the water
like a new winter blanket
feel the sunshine peek through waves
like a sneaky bandit
feel my feet go numb
like they refuse to walk again
feel my thoughts drift away
like I’m in a state of zen
feel my hands tingle slightly
like I’ve just told a lie
feel my lungs pound against my chest
like they’re drums trapped inside
feel weight over my head
like it’s being strangled by a crown
I want to sink
**but I refuse to drown
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