I have heard you whisper,
your Taunts and your Threats,
The weight of you in the dark
The secrets you tell me.

I was on my way to love you,
When the
                Wind
Swept me away.
I became a leaf in fall,
Except the ground never hit
And the love never came.

I have an ocean in me.

Violently crashing against my bones,
Turning in my stomach.

I have a full scale hurricane in me.

Do no try to walk across my shoreline
Or ride my waves.

My water is toxic

And you will drown before you ever try to...

Closing your eyes is the best
When trying to avoid the sun,


Just not when you're driving.

I am a child
and I am selfish
heartless
and rough

man is my name
and I am loosing my soul
Like the clouds loose their rain.

My feet are what hold me down,
frozen and broken.

My fear is what keeps me to the ground,
lifeless and hurting.

and I long for you

I cry out for you,
And I wait for you.

I keep my hands open
Until the day were freedom will hold me, again.