24/F Hello, I have always loved writing. I always felt best when letting my feelings out into words. I love music, and movies, and all flowers. I hope to be able to make people laugh and to reach out to their souls one day. 78 followers / 17.4k words
You know People are selfish And they continue to hurt me And you could say why not talk to them? Explain or try? There's never a point In trying
They'll start denying They'll start crying To your face While lying Never making A real effort Never bothering they can't afford To change
Selfish in exchange For my hurt feelings Every single person. I was born too kind That's my issue And it's not Some kind of self pity Tissue
It's true I am not perfect By no means I've hurt others Who didn't deserve it I've made amends I made effort showed changed behavior showed I savor Making them Feel better
Nobody Does the same Every one is to blame Small or big They hurt me With a grin They are selfish Careless And Inconsiderate I'm so tired I might consider it
Being alone Letting my anger show Telling them all where To ******* go Letting go For once Not being nice Being selfish Like every other ******* Guy
How can you all lie? How can you all say you try? And deny With such a look In your eye You don't mean it You cut me I'm still bleeding
You are all wielding The knife This cold little life You all play Like it's a game You're never to blame
Look inward You selfish little flames Burning out soon Like a lying Cheating groom Figuring out Your next Move
Look inward And see Being selfish acting carelessly Gets you nowhere Well maybe in this life It'll get you somewhere Desire is like fire you know It burns out Ashes are cold And alone
So wherever you think you'll go Remember you reap what you sow You all told me I'm hard to hold No, I think it's you You're all Going to be Lost in the cold
You said we were destined You said we were meant to be You said I took away Your misery
Now you say I give you misery Now you blame Everything on Me
Never holding yourself accountable Always breaking my heart Calling me names Watching me fall apart
Watching us Fall apart
I wish I could drink the pain away So I didn't have to listen to the **** you say Watch you decay Into nothing Because you're too afraid Of loving Someone other than yourself Other than Your addictions
It's a mission In your head To make me Feel dead Don't worry You won I've already begun To fall apart Broken heart Broken shards Broken mind
You arent so kind You're selfish You're weak These things You say to me Yet they're you Who you don't want to be I wish I was more selfish Maybe then Nobody would hurt me I could play pretend too And never come Undo
I love you I do But you don't know How to love I didn't want to fix you I wanted to show you You can fix yourself You can heal yourself And I'd be there
Instead you watched me stare At my broken heart Crying at all the parts You're too afraid To try at all In case you fall
You've already fallen You never got back up Trying to tear me down Our relationship in the ground Acting like it's me With evil sounds In my head
Not me Like I said I love you I do Do you love me? Where's the proof? You hurt me And I let you To show you I love you
But now I'm starting To hate you The **** you keep putting me through Tell me You don't want my destiny Tell me You don't believe In forever and peace
Then let it be Let me be I'll go free Something I never wanted But I can't stay haunted By your ghosts While you tell me I'm the evil host
Soon I'll be dead Is that your plan? Knife in hand? So you can stand At the bar Leaving us so far Behind
Change your mind Or leave I can't take this We're losing Our destiny What I wanted it to be What you promised So deeply
: ( life never gives me a break 💔 except my heart smh
so stubborn, and generous, it falls             drop by drop, it falls           in the battle like kings, bringing (us) tears for a feast