I lose my sanity
I seek only vanity
Monsters and demons
Fighting and dying
Screaming and crying
I start to unwind
Nothing eases my mind
I lay down to die
Drinking the poison
It quiets the noises
Then I hear from you
I decided to write out of the blue
Your response brings me out
The spinning clears away
I love the things you say
You remind me
That I'm real
You remind me
That I can heal
You remind me
Of how to feel
I start to laugh
I stop my reckless crash
You have no idea
The gift you give me
All you did was befriend me
I'm not sure how to put it
How could I ever word it?
You bring me my sanity
When I've lost all my hope
It's like you give me one last rope
Not for death
But to climb
Thank you
Not my best but basically I've been in a dark dark time and got so plastered yesterday I was drunk in my car crying lol but sometimes a person can give me hooe and make me feel ok again. Reminds me that I'm alive and fighting for a reason and it amazes me how they do it when they don't even know it.
Bless.