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59 · Dec 2020
How do you SPELL Geney?
Delton Peele Dec 2020
Some times I wander off into
The fictional
Horizon within my mind....
A sort of oasis...
Its a form of escape
I know....
And maybe you dont,
But I do
Need this....
place
where I dont have to hide
From the things
Ive done,
Or didnt do,
Tortured by what i could have done,
What I should do
Or need to do
Put it this way
Call me a dreamer but I would like to find a place where
what I
Want.....
Need to...
And
Have to do......
Coincide so perfectly
That I don't have to feel any of those
Things
I just do
I don't know if Im that much
Different.
Different  is
Different I suppose.
Reality is subjective to
Environmental
Conditioning
As viewed independently by each specific individual.
Some mourn because they feel they can never realize thier own fantasies.
Others feel safe
Because they dont.
Needless to say
I feel happy when they feel that way
Because ......
Well i hate to say it......
That means Im safe too.
Anyways ....
Lets continue
Shall we ??
Very few understand that fantasy is better than reality.....in that way of thinking
Its better to regret things you didn't do .
I mean actually living out a true fantasy .....
Sometimes doesn't really turn out exactly as it would seem .
Then there's me
I dream of a
Geney with beautiful blue electric eyes
I know what you are thinking
Im sure a lot of people do.
My dreams aren't that far away from reality
Only I
 fantasize
I am the Geney in the bottle and you find ...
Its Me and I make all you're wishes come true
Because that's my wish
I just do.......
59 · Nov 2020
Reliving the wounds
Delton Peele Nov 2020
Crystalline
dew drops find 
more
geometric complexities isnt it funny
We bruise easily
then brood on that
Which cannot be changed
And name those things
hold them
Hate them
...Complain...
they are
whats keeping you out of the game
Dont get me wrong i do the same
thing
Knowing fully
The most influential people throughout history .
Are ones whom suffered so much more than
I
Leave it behind
Fight the good fight and change history despite of those things
57 · Sep 2020
haunt
Delton Peele Sep 2020
Undaunted ever over and over
Dont please tell me what
I cant do
K9 tendencies to become obsessed or
Not 2b....... ..its not a question 4 me
What i will do is go untill my lungs pop ........... .
Regretted sometimes yes
I rue the phrase
"Thats good enough"
Doin the same thing relentlessly
Expecting different results isnt considered insanity to me
Its loyalty and dedication.
Insanity2me
Is saying i give up !
57 · Aug 2020
Pain
Delton Peele Aug 2020
The real definition of pain
When life takes its toll
And you start to slip
Out of selfcontroll
And you start to feel
And noticing
That although you loosing
You're things
More or less in reality
Less is more
That is especially true when you're traveling
It hurts when cast out into unfamiliar territory
And it stings when you're shunned and faced alone at night with unfriendly's wrought in hostility
Berreft of all but a few good memories and a scant few trinkets
That you value and hold you back when you think you're at the brink those items you can hold
Are the same you did hold when life was your own and could enjoy it .wherever you are you can count on that little treasure to keep you're desire to rise and continue on looking for hope that some how you can see you're way through to a better day
And you meet someone who is helping you get right and be you
And together you'll get through this and you had lost most everything but not the things most important
No ........
PAIN is when that person lies ,befriends you.
Never cared for you kicks you to the curb an steals you're **** and gives it away to the people that all laugh at you  
That's what pain is
57 · Jun 15
Y
Delton Peele Jun 15
Y
Is it jovial ....
Is it ......
My life
I'm sure a
Point of view
Would undo these  unreal entanglements
My mind falsely ties me into
Laying here in strife and procrastinating
Wishing to find the little triggers
Which trip me down
And
Badger my brain with
Unmerited ratsbane
My obligations askew
Overburdened
Under duress
My fault I guess
Stressed .....
Ist it just me
Not a clue
Diazepam....
Yes please
Overdue .....
Yes please


Better make it two .........


Please and thank you ........


Souls bruised
I get confused in
Correlating rights and responsibilities
Because my insecurities
Undermine my esteem
And even though I know
I go into selflessness
Believing this should be surely a path.... to clemency
No ....
Only closer to mercy .......
Not quite ...
Sitting still silently
Still not moving .
Guilt pilling upon me
Going to get up and be superman again
Hero ......
Yup thatll be me ....
One of these days .
Yup yup
One of these days
57 · Dec 2020
Re memory
Delton Peele Dec 2020
The harder you try to forget
The more you remember
The more you try to
57 · Aug 2020
What we need
Delton Peele Aug 2020
Emotional outlet
painting
Lets it out for a minute
drawing from a memory
Of a place you have been
It's snowing so thick you cant see
A white out
When You're finished
It's amazing  every snowflake
With every facet depicted perfectly
And you coming from an artistic mind
Set
Painted all of it in white
On the wall  
The same colour finish texture and hue
You just want to see if any one gets it
Alright that's where we are at
Metaphorically speaking
You dig?
Ok picture the scene
Within you minds eye
Standing in front of you're picture
You can see it vividly
With spectacular clarity
And just as you expect a masterpiece
No one sees it.
Then that one in a a million
Standing next to you
Studying intently at what you are looking at
And sees nothing at all
In silence neither turning or speaking
No communicating.
Standing still silently
Staring at the picture.without a frame
So as to have no frame of reference
This time its different
Through nothing more than breathing
Intuition an perceiving outside of thier mind
The both see they have what the other needs
And sharing this brief moment in space and time
Without saying a word one desperately
Wanting to see what the other one wants
And the other one whom can teach
Sees the other ones want
They have become a forever intertwined
Or have they been symbiotic
Without know it this whole time?
You dig what I'm saying
Now see if you can .......
Ok



Listen to my voice close you're eyes
My voice iz the voice in youre head
Picture what you just read
Now this is what only
one in a million Of you can see
The two standing side by side staring
At the wall not saying any thing at all
Are both.........you!
You are the other one .
You are both people.
56 · Jul 2020
My ...i cant say it
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Im entranced
.....
I breath in the essence of you elegance
I can barely feel the ground
Im loosing my grip on gravity
And im so in love
A drift
Refreshing
I love you
I only wish i was once the one who inspired poetry
Love you
Delton Peele Nov 2020
I go along for so long.........
I fade into you seamlessly
Tears reflecting the true love i see for what you see in me
May our love have no end
Let me say to you its been
......
My greatest honor to be adored by you
You truly are everything
Regretfully
It seems
i must leave
My love
always be in love be loved
I will pretend to look away  
You know i can not lie to you
I will live vicariously through whomever you love
Share your joy stay as long you may.
I have no jealousy waiting happily
Only one thing
My lovely
When we coalesce once again ....
He cant live with us. ....

  G A B I S H
◀!?!▶
55 · Oct 2020
Feeling. idk
Delton Peele Oct 2020
I cant say if i will ever feel
How i did before i met you
Delton Peele Sep 2020
Ahhhhhhmy malevolent muse .
Is it my move ?
Thanks for makin this fun for me
I mean it really feels like i get to choose...............so
Lets see
.......
Uh ehhm
K
TO BE USED OR NOT TO BE USED?
.......
What wait...........
Sorry ..
TO ***** OR TO BE *******
Is that what you are asking me ?
................
.............
What?
No i get it ........
Um im still thinking........
55 · Oct 2020
Me mean u
Delton Peele Oct 2020
If
I
could be
Even for a short while
You
I know what i would think of .
You .
Or
Me
And
U
An
Me
55 · Jun 1
Rye
Delton Peele Jun 1
Rye
This is not a conclusion ,
Maybe a solution?,
Or more like delusion
Heavy fog bearing convoluted contusion,
Like a blank check
Giving immunity and Carte blanc opportunity to sling this polution like drug king ........
Is there somewhere we can go and get off of advertising .....
It's a disease I......
We don't need .....
Or ......actually uhhhhh ya .....now i don't know
If you start to feel like you would be like a vegan at a meat party
Feeling like the only way you could fit in is if they put you on the menu....  .
Because you reject the ads you need to get clean from that ****.
55 · Jul 2020
Re. Tre. Not optinal
Delton Peele Jul 2020
And so although shallow
The breathing
Continues
Daylight in full view
Compassed about
By unfriendlies
I sojourn as a statue
Frozen they look for me .............
Relentless...........
I begin to care.......
Less
And so i go
Under the cover of comedy
Stealhfully i follow
I mirror whats around me
Gravity
Forces me deep into the muck
Each step slow so straining
I tremble at the edgeof collapsing
As i humbly abode in my own shadow
My regrets trying to eat me
I cant retreat and hide within me my walls are so thin
People are beginning to see the real me
53 · Nov 2020
Ie
Delton Peele Nov 2020
Ie
I flow into this as if
My status negates any chance I could miss
Like the ravenous wolf
Eyes  wide open just as we kiss I
Turn to the right and my
Smirk turns mischievous
I've loved you so long now
You dont even know
How bad I want this
I should  cherish this
Time with u but fear
I'm just a filler
So I play it off
Like I couldn't  care less
Where you go or what you do
My one in a million I
Learn the true meaning
Of the word serendipity
The hardest thing I have ever had to do
Finally have you
And try to guard my  heart
turns out I find
Your kryptonite .....
Your Into guys who aren't into you
Maybe its not serendipity
Maybe carma or irony
Hell it could be just really good bad luck
The minute I show any feelings
You'll split
Delton Peele Sep 2020
The weight is bringing me to my knees
And in grief is like currency represented by these
Crows feet you can read like a receipt
Showing the cost
Of living in the acidity of a recent love lost
Sometimes a thought or rhyme enters my mind if i dont get it in the net most of the time itll swim away.then whe i try to write it out i have the principal of what im trying to say so i write ntill i eventually get it out .so ya i tend to go a little long .so heres a grief in brief
53 · Dec 2020
Qme. Where am i?
Delton Peele Dec 2020
I can be strong as an oak tree at times
Other times i can bend like a willow
Hardest times
Late at night
A raging fight within me standing motionless
As if im staring out a window
Trying to understand what i see.
The times you do not want to set against me
When i say
No i wont let this go
Even though it will bring me
Strife
The moment i convince me
Im right
.......
I plant my feet like mountains
Death wont even look me in the eyes
She knows she'll have to wait
Because
When believe
In me
Nothing is more
Right
Than right now
I have a great rapport
.........
With me
Let me see
What i cant do.
...........
There is nothing standing to challenge me.
What can stop you.......?
When you believe in you ?
...........
Nothing


When you dont
Anything
53 · May 30
I c
Delton Peele May 30
I c
Lover my love......
I'm lost in my mind .
And so afraid ...of     ......
What I might do ....
I can't loose you......
I can give you what you need.....
slowly die while you lie so sweetly next  to me
pacify the practical you
superficially.....
Poison me with domesticating Fatal agony .......
when you smile
Your eyes show me the Feminine fire
Smoldering inside. .....
Don't do this to me ......let me be.....
what you created........
The day you said hello.......
And manifested my destiny......
Please baby this killing me .
I can't just be the minimal man....
Take a kiss on the cheek ......
Then let
Bittersweet tears  ......
Fill my hands
You say your proud .....
Of me ........
To be .......
Your lady.......
Love me don't tame me ......
I can taste the raging animal in you
I need to give you what you want ...
With you I'm untouchable .....
I hunger for you without end,,,
My thirst for you Sara can never be slaked
I will say I love you till my mouth break.
Yah........
I can give you what you need ......
I don't want to .....
Yah ......
I can give you what you want
Thats what I want to do .......
Yah .....
That's what I need .....
Yah .....
But if I do ........
You wont want me.
Armed robbery ,grand larceny ,money rings pretty things .....  put my picture back on the post office wallz till the sweat r
52 · Aug 2020
Wur u b at?
Delton Peele Aug 2020
I can control the way I act
Take you're chances
The best you can expect is a
A distorted culmination of emotional refracted reflections recieved
Some interpreted possibly incorrectly
Due to distractions then absorbing
Reactions deflected onto me during my environmental conditioning which coincidentally is in a state of constant change  
In flux
You could say
Because of choices i have made
Or maybe you caught me on a bad day
51 · Aug 2020
Kikrocks
Delton Peele Aug 2020
Precisely what was it
That you meant
When you said
What exactly do you mean
Before you answer that
I need you to know,
That despite every thing you thought of me
Second hand hearsay filled with speculations
I didn't do
What I didn't say
I wasnt gonna do yesterday
So you know it iz what it iz
If you would like to fix what ever it was
Done deal I mean cmon were men
Do we need to really go there
And do our little apologies?
Hey we're friends
Who really cares
Rieeet?
But seriously
What exactly did you mean
When you said
Precisely what was it I meant
51 · Nov 2020
The web you we eve
Delton Peele Nov 2020
The fabric of our life
Should  be comfortable
And not deprive us
Of sleep
The words we say
Can only go so deep
Yet what a   bountifull
Harvest to reap
From those shallow seeds
And keep this in mind
No matter how cleverly
We sneak up upon a mirror
It will eventually
Look right into your eyes
That being said .....
The question lies......
How often do you see
Your own eyes?
How long do those eyes
Look back at you
Do they make you smile
Or do you smile because
Of the feeling they give you?
Or do those eyes pierce right through  your disguise,
Straight into the poison
You ve been trying to hide
revealing true feelings
Those things you try to conceal
In stead of dealing
You comply which denies
Life
By covering the mouth
Of your spirit
Too many times will suffocate and brake it
The pain you feel comes from within
And......
The caliber of person you are  depends
On the friends you keep
More importantly
The caliber of person
They are depends upon
The caliber of people they keep
ALWAYS remember the things you do !
Speak
Volumes of you

Only you
Cannot give an account
Of what or why
Those things
Which amount to
Everything
can only be told of by
Someone other than you
51 · May 26
If I could
Delton Peele May 26
They stood.....
Monolithic,
Dark canopy allowed no growth.  

Ancient timbers of ironwood.....



Buckle the land ,
Fell by my axe in hand
bark and limb......
Used to build the funeral pyre,
Ring the knell and set it ablaze
Flames licking nights sky,
Torrent fed by my pain.
Cyclones  of scorching winds
Driving  everyone away,
Through the plumes of smoke ,....
Crackling sparks illuminated my way
Power induced by trauma. ....
Channeled without fear .....
Focused to a beam
Intention set to redemption.....
My word is my world
Safety features shattered ......
Laboured unimpeded.....
Coals melting rock ......
No way to control
Fixed gaze .......gritting teeth
Fists gripped so tight skin splits,
Bearing weight causing shin splints
Feeding on back biting and chiding
Insatiable thirst

Kept only by tears wept

Rendering this forest glen
Into inhabitable zone
One by one I alone
Drug these timbers across  barren sands of the dunes...
Drove them into bedrock...
Under a blood red moon......
And the clouds loom burgundy with traces of gold ...
pungent musky plumes of revenge
Like the kind of scars that tell the tales
Which will never be spoken .....
Secrets that
Change everything.
Take away something
You never get back ....
I weep not for my acts .......
Lachrymose   most tears fall for what I've done to me ...
I grieve for the way life used to be.
Machiavellian monster  
With the trees I built a panic room.....
Because of ways I faced a future of doom ....
Imprisoned within this personal tomb....
I pace ,
reflect .
In retrospect ....
I pontificate.   Round the clock ....
I squander everything to ponder In quandary. .....
Ist there a difference between fate  and destiny ...
Is this preconcieved.......
Birth to grave?
I wander and wonder .....
For I know if I can start over again ...
I wouldn't change a ******* thing .
Delton Peele Oct 2020
Cynical monotonous forensic

Deliberate old cold hearted fiend

You know if it wasnt for my species

You would not exist

Our kind worship you And **** and die

You are a wretched disease when i find a way ..........i will not hesitate ..........
I will give my life if thats what it takes
To **** time.
Delton Peele May 26
Shutter without color ..
In the pale moonlight.
In repose
The enigma grows
Juxtaposed my stigma
Hypnagogic state
I contemplate perfect pathways to
Rehabilitate the inner vision of how  I would prefer to be percieved.....
Even though I know even so I go .......
Cue to the inner dialog....
"Oh.....sorry. ....uhm
Uh EHHM
This time it's gonna be different!"
Ok thank you . ..Mr ego.....
Lost somewhere between delusion of gandure and  philanthropy ave.
Meanwhile
Sudueo psyco psyche
Acting as though I have no idea what's lurking under the surface.
KNOCK KNOK
*** whose here ...
shhhhhhh
No !
WHY DID YOU OPEN THE DOOR.    
You let the iniquities in
Relax bro they brought some dope ....
What they bring?
A bowl of lasciviousness.......
Paranoia sets in
As if clandestine
Locked in
the bathroom with the hot shower on and the light turnt off
eyes closed
Sweat glistening
It's hard to stay focused when it feels like someone is listening .......
I'm getting busy exacerbating......
I go from in your endos to worst case scenarios like a pinball machine.
I think about things I've said and things I didn't say and opportunity missed and the long list of things I never followed through
upon impacts
Corelate similarities
To what I've done and  Acts done to me ....
And how I react to these....
When carna gonna be here and whats she gonna bring .....will it be something severe or a bunch of little things?
Am I the only one who doesn't get to be unkind......
Is it just me or is that just in my mind
Empathize for the vision compromised
Who cannot cannot see things right
Because they lack the ability to view the world through my eyes and  thus fail to see my sacrifices.  
All the good I try to do ..
And all the goodwill I think about . . .
I really want . ...
No i really do .....
At least I think I do....
I think I think to much ....
This is what I do to relax
......
In pops a memory

My councilor keeping me after school
..trying to teach me a thing or two ...she would say you need to learn to say no ...

So shed say
"Say it!?!"
I'd say
"No!!!."
She'd say
" are you saying no to me .....or are you saying no "!?!??
I'd say idk
Oh she taught me some things .

. Back then it was cool. Now it's a felone...

I'm a good person..
Honestly
Ar least I think I am
Or maybe


only I can see me as I really am ......
...
Or do I?
Maybe I can't see the real me .....because cant see me though your eyes ...should be exactly same...rieeeeet?
50 · Jul 2020
Lookin back
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Somehow i know
I will find within
some way
without knowing
This is what?
I would like to say
That i regret the fact i didnt neglect
My addiction to pain
For if I had
I had never fallin in love with you
50 · Jul 2020
Me looking for love
Delton Peele Jul 2020
In the Twilight of life
In my minds eye see
A vision
Within it me in an endless field
Spanning sea to see
Carefree planting seeds of regret
Off in the skyline behind
A bourgening hoard of locusts
Eating every thing
From there approaching
Beneath me the soil quivering
I'm afraid to go old alone and stop
I fear my luck will have no choice but devour me
50 · Jun 15
Untitled
Delton Peele Jun 15
Embrace this illusion,
Or face isolation
Every decision is an intersection,
roll the window down,
See the attractions hear the sounds ,
Smile.  
You will always have destinations.....
Some are for a long time .......
Others are for a little while ........
All are temporary,
The matrix of this existence,
One singular truth persists,
Whithout which nothing could exist ....
And that  is
One thing that will never change ,
Nothing will ever stay the same .....
I stared for what seemed to be an eternity,
(With the same perplexed look
When I  stare at my orange juice
Because it said concentrate.)
And finnally said slowly with a beurg ening smirk.
"I   d o n t k n o w......"
My teacher said of course you don't.......
I still got an A......for the class ....
I sometimes worry ,.
What about the kids who don't know how to play the game ....
What we learn isn't  always necessary,
What is necessary isn't taught
What is taught is out of necessity,
Which stems from greed ...
Subliminally we are geared
Generate revenue ,
Up upon the horizon is the the golden carrot .
You can almost touch ...
Not quite ..!
You can float down a snow melt trickle ,
Growing into a beautifull mountain stream.
Through the brooks ,into rivers ,
To the ocean ....
See everything there is to see .
Or you can put your foot down
And resist change ,. . As you sink ....
You will be covered in silt ....
There you will stay
Eventually you will be silent and still .
49 · Aug 2020
Oh whatever
Delton Peele Aug 2020
I'm just sayin !
Delton Peele Aug 2020
Verily verily ?I say unto you
Be the King,
Be the Queen ,
Which ever the case shall be.
Let every eye be subject unto thee
Whilst at you're table
The table of you're heart
Let not anyone ever put you in subjection
This is you and you're temple no man woman or beast could own
Should you be made privy of any  attempt
With great haste remove the  vermon from you're  sight
Cast them out let them dine with the swine
8888
48 · Nov 2020
In verse altruism
Delton Peele Nov 2020
Which is of the worse?
Washing dishes without soap,
Praying without hope,
Showering without a wash cloth ,
Or readily saturating your social garden with succulent hearsay because it makes you feel cool?
And when a plant withers you deny responsibility
Turn a blind eye and hope it will uproot and hide .
So no one will know you poisoned it?
47 · Aug 2020
TRUTH
Delton Peele Aug 2020
If anything ......
Let ye be comforted ,
Allow you're heart sweet rest
Knowing you are protected
By the veil
Our minds were not meant to see
We have not the capacity nor the depth
The courage or strength it would take
To digest
The gravity of the raging river of war being waged all around us
The truth is that we have been blessed
With not words big enough nor imagination to even begin to describe it
Lest you be dammed and given a peek and be consumed
I beseech thee I'm not trying to convince you.
For this is a one way street once you crossed you'll have no rest
Or any safe place to go for eternity.
My reason for revealing this is this
                    Advice
If ye establish thyself with thy mouth
And bare witness of yourself
Building you're testimony upon great menacing words
Then ye shall be bearing false witness
Thus positioning you're strength and worth
Upon treacherous unstable ground
Casting a greater shadow than you're stature
In an effort to fool you're enemy.
In darkness you create this thing
For there be not truth in what you say
Furthermore in the absence of light
Covenants and intricate plans to take youre life
Are in the darkness you created
Bridal you tounge
Walk towards the sun
Lie not on things you have not done
Nor be ye bragadocious
The demons have not satisfaction and void of compassion
They are no capabilities of anything other than death and decieving
Fueled by the lies of the Lord of the flies
They rot in hell for eternity because the believed in him
He has convinced them all that man kind is the sole reason
And because we were loved more and with out mercy the Father smote them sent them reeling cast out and down forever and Satan saying he's was also a victim of this great tragedy portraying himself as the one trying to save them
And they are believers
They can't stand us an they care not for the shelter
The bigger shadow you cast the bigger keeper of evil

Look at yourself through the words of someone else's eyes
And see if you are not a deceiver
47 · Jul 2020
I cant
Delton Peele Jul 2020
I love my heart
It tries passionately
Every day God bless it
I cry every night
Because I let it
I know where its gonna go
Even so
Every day i cant sway
I cant
Stave
I cant save
It
I cant...........

There is nothing i can do
Ohhhhhh ,
I cant tell it no
Ohhhhhhhhhhh
How could I?
How ?
Its...........you!
47 · May 26
Poetry is best
Delton Peele May 26
Wet with tears ....
Slowly closed into an iron maiden of irrational fears ....
The vomiting shutter of utter shock
When the icy cold realities
Start trickling in . ..
Pupils dilate .
The senation of sinking within ....
Hackles up upon the gruesome discovery ...
Of your lovers deeds....  
All your nerve ends wiggle straight up out of your skin
And writhe like little white worms and you slide down a chalk board for miles ......
Hit rock bottom ......
That's when
The poetry gets good
46 · Jul 2020
Untitled
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Unestablished ...................
Heavyweight in my mind
Some times I wish
Other times I find
What I have missed
I would like not to regret
Invest in my quest
This trip is one of a kind
Don't drive so hard
Because all you see is obstacles
In front of you
And behind ............
Missed opportunities
So be wise be strong
Be vulnerable be wrong
Its ok
Walk slowly be lowly
Be a sponge doesn't sound
Cool I know
Doesnt rhyme  
Its alright
Love with youre whole heart
Absorb all the pain that is deflected on to you .
Benevolence and bravery would be a fine legacy
Leave the world better than you found it !
Delton Peele Oct 2020
My soul contols me
So in self controll
I can resist anything
Except one
The mere thought of the essences of you
I cannot controll what you do to me
I loose controll and its only for you
Let my love run unbridled
Please
So set me free
Let me love you fully
Openly
I think thats what we both need
46 · Sep 2020
Sup?
Delton Peele Sep 2020
So ........
Did love change into something i dont want?
Or have i been dieing for something
That wasnt real?
Im really wandering
You know how it is?
Rieeet?
45 · Dec 2020
The last one part two
Delton Peele Dec 2020
You should, over time find, your hunger for knowledge be consumed by your thirst for wisdom.......
Or should I say
Your lack of knowledge
Should  out grow your lack of wisdom
Exponentially.
Hope
Fully
!
45 · Oct 2020
Welt
Delton Peele Oct 2020
A handfull of sand disturbed
In the center of the desert

On foreign land

forewarned,

Nothing right ?

When have we ever been this far in this dessert

Unharmed.

Never

Nothings right.


They know we are hererrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Ź
44 · Nov 2020
IN2U
Delton Peele Nov 2020
In twine your mind and mine
Harmonize
Beautiful eyes
do not
Disguise
The brilliance behind them.
Mizzzzz......You
Honestly
Inspire me
to be
a better man
Leave me with desire  
My fantasy
Light my world on 🔥
44 · Jun 22
Untitled
Delton Peele Jun 22
When have I been where?
Everywhere life has been fair,
Always not at the right time ,
unpredictable I never change ...
I have been a legend .....
In my own mind .......
Domesticatable?
Me?
A definite maybe ......
Everyone love me .....
Accept when I'm me ......
That's not a typo ,
It's a plea ,
Relax be kind ,
Live love and be colorblind ......
Find yourself .....help me
Remove the hate from human kind
Blend ,mend ,transcend the friction
Created by the upper echelon
Who instigate racial miss trust ,
Plus if you're not up to date ,,
Must not have enough to be with me ,
Perpetually desensitized by media
Seduced by advertising that replaces love with lust
Selling us that greed is something we need .
It's too much ...
How can we win ,
This human race
When we fall for this misdirection.
We need to fight ....
You and I .....
Fight for life ..
Back to back ,
Side by side  ...
NOT  face to face .....
When's the last time ,
You breathed deep and smiled
With out being told to ...
This critical mass generating gravity too fast.    
It's up to you,
Be outcast finish last ,
Free at last
with real love
That last
43 · Nov 2020
T.B.
Delton Peele Nov 2020
Other than my memories
these feelings never touched
Slowly ....
Unclothe me .......
Chaste bereft......
The last defense
Some one to love me
Im reaching
Turmoil ensues which one will reach me
Fragrances so enhanced
Being ****** into depravity
Ok .............its you .......
Oh
hold me
Fantasy you know its always you
Such thoughts ......
My love smouldering.
There




Left locked away give way

Keep me...........please
.........
Protect my from my iniquities...
Delton Peele Sep 2020
You .......have no idea
Of the powers at play?
Do you?
Or maybe uh ,...........
I need you .....
Well yes for sure I do .
But.........its so much more than that.
If you......the one who is reading this poem...............
Right now stop !before we continue
Close your eyez for second and listen .
You hear a voice that says "its true."
The fact youre reading this poem right now is not a coincidence
Its evidence of many things
No 1 you!
and the power that you posses
No 2 its the difference between
Destiny and fate
The fact that billions of people
On any given day
Write trillions of things
It would take a library
With every book used
To display one giant number
of words stored
And more everyday.
And maybe you think im
Craze A.
Still within all that you choose ....
To read this.
Thats not fate .......
Its not pre destiny
And ya i am crazy .
i guess that goes without sayin
And yes i can go on and on and on
Anononanoninon..........
But i wont
To be continued
In prt 2








.
What ever you do ........
..
.
38 · Jun 8
Po
Delton Peele Jun 8
Po
Poem poet poetry
epic battles perpetually
If your same team .....
Me vrs me......
You know what I mean ....
Living In Dichotomy...
Socially hypnotic .......
Isolation is another thing .....
Take paper and then break the pen
Turn it in to an I.V.
Shove it in
let the hypocrisies splash out as crimson
Like a pleasure in pain
contrast against stark white tapestry......
I paint the picture with my writing ...
See what I'm saying ......
I shutter with every word ...
This is therapy ........
Plus in this way I'm the only one who bleeds ....
Sometimes sad ........
Well yah.......
At least I don't have to deal with police.  
Lol ....kinda
27 · Jul 25
Hey
Delton Peele Jul 25
Hey
Paper cut my eye
Tears and snot. ...
Unshaved face grimaced ,
Contorted, out of sorts .
Not pretty ...I know
Grasping for anything to hold ,
Break the strength
Pressure.....high pressure .....
Teemering inside
High freq tea ***
Spasm....yelp
One release
Then one more
Like a bobble head
No more air
Push
No
Maxed
No more air .
I'm empty .
Floored lungs flat
Stuck like contact cement
I'm buckled .......
Crumpled
Un even .
Ugly .
Nothing ........
Will ..........gone .....
Your gone.......
Will ........I..


Go .......
On


One


No.....


One .....



No




Half......


I'm half



I can't stand ......


I'm torn




Half ......





You........


Left





Gone



No one could replace you.......
You can keep the half
...
I'll give you
This half to .....
Will you .....
Take it please

Take me with you ....
I will go with you and not burden you ......
If you don't......
I won't........
Be OK

With out you.....


Please
....


.i.........
21 · Jul 25
One .......
Delton Peele Jul 25
Night
Alonely ....
Try ...
I'm trying not to be .
Ya between the lines I mean.
In side the black and yellow
By the pail blue moon
I rummage silently
Through this train wreck
Up in the cascades by sorta by Steven's pass. .  .
Little treasures in time
I find ..........
No worth ......except to me
Shouldn't be here. .
........I know ...  
But *** ......nothing else i can.  
Do ...  
WOW  is this what i think it is .....
Someone dropped a syringe..  
It's a metaphor for ...
I'm jaded. ...I done everything
I could do .....  
Except this .....
I mean. .......it's been a hard trek
To get this far down ......
This ...........not gonna lie.......
This is ****.......
I MEAN **** A F.
nervous I don't know what to expect .....
Pushing it in ......  
Kinda like a strong cup of coffee....
Wait....I should mention .....
I'm deranged and strange
Done so many things
Went from legend to insain
Now nothing slakes my thirst ....
So I'm not in my arm ....
I'm just left of my throat....
And I've already drawn back the plunger .... and
Pushing all of it in ......
Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhghhhhgggggg
Good golly miss moly........
I open my eyes and im 5 feet deep in your carpet .
I can't believe I'm here
And this is the highest I've even been .....
Lost and don't want to be found .
Don't nobody say anything.....
Actually go ahead .....
I'm covered in gold .....
I'm a king .....can't feel a thing
I'm so high
I ant never felt like I could feel like this .......I mean
THIS .......
This is like the pinnacle..... .
Higher stronger ........
Untouchable.......
I got you .....
I can't believe that waited this long .......
I had no idea . .......  
Monday,
WORK ......**** .....
it's time .....
I haven't slept yet ......
Saul good ...  
I'm still high .......
Call in sick .....
Then again ......
And..........
Oops ...Friday.......OK
I better atleast go today....
Still ain't slept
End of the day ......
I'm feeling it.....
I need to go home and slee
Nope
.....I'm up in the clouds again ......
I'm never looking back
When it ends i won't shed a tear ...AYEEEEEEEE IM JUST JAZZED ...
TO BE HERE.......
And .......ya ....
I'm still here .......
But BABE .......
WHERE ARE YOU.....
If you don't know . .  
This is a metaphor of my life and the syringe is you .....
You got me higher than I have
Ever even could imagine ...

I'm addicted to you ......
Never considerd.   Not having you.....
I'm lost and scared alone and dope sick for you acting like idk .....like a *****
...*** is wrong with me .I'm not needy !
I'm cool !
Well I used to be ....
Now I  need you ......
And I'm dope sick
I need you ....
BABE?!?!?!?!?!
WHERE ARE YOU
I NEED YOU
18 · Jul 23
Two
Delton Peele Jul 23
Two
Rouge .....
So low i don't know ,
It's dystopian cold
Icy blue river flows
Maelstrom ******* noises
Caught up in the undertow ....
Easier though I have the strength
But not the will so I let go.......
Inundated and saturated with hate
Soul bruised
infused a delusional contusion
Frozen pushed too deep
I refuse to breath  in . ...
Close my eyes i feel warmth
Open ....... .In front of the salamander,asti spumante
A well made blanket
I'm dry except for the saline stream that goes over my flushed cheek
As I look you in the eyes
Thank you Sara .
You saved my life.  
I want to make you my concord  claufotis ......
If you don't mind.
I love you
0 · Jul 27
Progress
Delton Peele Jul 27
Youthful.
Gullible.  
Happy just to be ......
Still .....
I knew ...
what or who
I would come to be
And what will I do .....?
Oh so many fellow
Lost during those inquisitionals....
Force to choose without choice ....
Poor souls.    
Still haunted by my voice
For I to withstood  the dismal trials a time or two.  
Undaunted .... I met them head to head ......
With ambivalent ambiguity
And unapologetic apathy......
Untouchable I simply knew ..  
Of what who or do .....
I didn't care .........
I did know where
I not just wanted to be
It was more than the sum of all parts .. .


affinities we find ,
pleasures
Vamped selected from feelings
Treasured memories
We keep for clarity
Condense into themes
Give us justification
For trading our life away.....
And those days when
Do or die you do for too many days psychee in mame and destroy without mercy because
They use me and then push me and then manipulate and humiliate 1509 miles an hour laughing hysterically in a winebego bout to smash hilarileoylusly into fate......
Woe. Woe Woe.......
Before we get that aggressive
We have a collection of these
"Set aside pleasantries"
And awhhhhh drift off into daydreams .... ..
Happy to have these ......they should be
Unfortunately "they "alow you "these "
Because daydreams it would seem are like promises
Remain
....in the state they are created ....
I know I hate it too.
So back to the subject at hand


Do you wanna know where I was  to be .....my will desire ,want ,need ,will, longing yearning...my obsession ....
Prime directive my all my everything my destiny.........
It shall be revealed in part  to
And FYI....
It has not changed
But it has been ........

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