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Is it jovial ....
Is it ......
My life
I'm sure a
Point of view
Would undo these  unreal entanglements
My mind falsely ties me into
Laying here in strife and procrastinating
Wishing to find the little triggers
Which trip me down
And
Badger my brain with
Unmerited ratsbane
My obligations askew
Overburdened
Under duress
My fault I guess
Stressed .....
Ist it just me
Not a clue
Diazepam....
Yes please
Overdue .....
Yes please


Better make it two .........


Please and thank you ........


Souls bruised
I get confused in
Correlating rights and responsibilities
Because my insecurities
Undermine my esteem
And even though I know
I go into selflessness
Believing this should be surely a path.... to clemency
No ....
Only closer to mercy .......
Not quite ...
Sitting still silently
Still not moving .
Guilt pilling upon me
Going to get up and be superman again
Hero ......
Yup thatll be me ....
One of these days .
Yup yup
One of these days
Embrace this illusion,
Or face isolation
Every decision is an intersection,
roll the window down,
See the attractions hear the sounds ,
Smile.  
You will always have destinations.....
Some are for a long time .......
Others are for a little while ........
All are temporary,
The matrix of this existence,
One singular truth persists,
Whithout which nothing could exist ....
And that  is
One thing that will never change ,
Nothing will ever stay the same .....
I stared for what seemed to be an eternity,
(With the same perplexed look
When I  stare at my orange juice
Because it said concentrate.)
And finnally said slowly with a beurg ening smirk.
"I   d o n t k n o w......"
My teacher said of course you don't.......
I still got an A......for the class ....
I sometimes worry ,.
What about the kids who don't know how to play the game ....
What we learn isn't  always necessary,
What is necessary isn't taught
What is taught is out of necessity,
Which stems from greed ...
Subliminally we are geared
Generate revenue ,
Up upon the horizon is the the golden carrot .
You can almost touch ...
Not quite ..!
You can float down a snow melt trickle ,
Growing into a beautifull mountain stream.
Through the brooks ,into rivers ,
To the ocean ....
See everything there is to see .
Or you can put your foot down
And resist change ,. . As you sink ....
You will be covered in silt ....
There you will stay
Eventually you will be silent and still .
Delton Peele Jun 8
Po
Poem poet poetry
epic battles perpetually
If your same team .....
Me vrs me......
You know what I mean ....
Living In Dichotomy...
Socially hypnotic .......
Isolation is another thing .....
Take paper and then break the pen
Turn it in to an I.V.
Shove it in
let the hypocrisies splash out as crimson
Like a pleasure in pain
contrast against stark white tapestry......
I paint the picture with my writing ...
See what I'm saying ......
I shutter with every word ...
This is therapy ........
Plus in this way I'm the only one who bleeds ....
Sometimes sad ........
Well yah.......
At least I don't have to deal with police.  
Lol ....kinda
Delton Peele Jun 1
Rye
This is not a conclusion ,
Maybe a solution?,
Or more like delusion
Heavy fog bearing convoluted contusion,
Like a blank check
Giving immunity and Carte blanc opportunity to sling this polution like drug king ........
Is there somewhere we can go and get off of advertising .....
It's a disease I......
We don't need .....
Or ......actually uhhhhh ya .....now i don't know
If you start to feel like you would be like a vegan at a meat party
Feeling like the only way you could fit in is if they put you on the menu....  .
Because you reject the ads you need to get clean from that ****.
Delton Peele May 30
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Lover my love......
I'm lost in my mind .
And so afraid ...of     ......
What I might do ....
I can't loose you......
I can give you what you need.....
slowly die while you lie so sweetly next  to me
pacify the practical you
superficially.....
Poison me with domesticating Fatal agony .......
when you smile
Your eyes show me the Feminine fire
Smoldering inside. .....
Don't do this to me ......let me be.....
what you created........
The day you said hello.......
And manifested my destiny......
Please baby this killing me .
I can't just be the minimal man....
Take a kiss on the cheek ......
Then let
Bittersweet tears  ......
Fill my hands
You say your proud .....
Of me ........
To be .......
Your lady.......
Love me don't tame me ......
I can taste the raging animal in you
I need to give you what you want ...
With you I'm untouchable .....
I hunger for you without end,,,
My thirst for you Sara can never be slaked
I will say I love you till my mouth break.
Yah........
I can give you what you need ......
I don't want to .....
Yah ......
I can give you what you want
Thats what I want to do .......
Yah .....
That's what I need .....
Yah .....
But if I do ........
You wont want me.
Armed robbery ,grand larceny ,money rings pretty things .....  put my picture back on the post office wallz till the sweat r
Delton Peele May 26
Shutter without color ..
In the pale moonlight.
In repose
The enigma grows
Juxtaposed my stigma
Hypnagogic state
I contemplate perfect pathways to
Rehabilitate the inner vision of how  I would prefer to be percieved.....
Even though I know even so I go .......
Cue to the inner dialog....
"Oh.....sorry. ....uhm
Uh EHHM
This time it's gonna be different!"
Ok thank you . ..Mr ego.....
Lost somewhere between delusion of gandure and  philanthropy ave.
Meanwhile
Sudueo psyco psyche
Acting as though I have no idea what's lurking under the surface.
KNOCK KNOK
*** whose here ...
shhhhhhh
No !
WHY DID YOU OPEN THE DOOR.    
You let the iniquities in
Relax bro they brought some dope ....
What they bring?
A bowl of lasciviousness.......
Paranoia sets in
As if clandestine
Locked in
the bathroom with the hot shower on and the light turnt off
eyes closed
Sweat glistening
It's hard to stay focused when it feels like someone is listening .......
I'm getting busy exacerbating......
I go from in your endos to worst case scenarios like a pinball machine.
I think about things I've said and things I didn't say and opportunity missed and the long list of things I never followed through
upon impacts
Corelate similarities
To what I've done and  Acts done to me ....
And how I react to these....
When carna gonna be here and whats she gonna bring .....will it be something severe or a bunch of little things?
Am I the only one who doesn't get to be unkind......
Is it just me or is that just in my mind
Empathize for the vision compromised
Who cannot cannot see things right
Because they lack the ability to view the world through my eyes and  thus fail to see my sacrifices.  
All the good I try to do ..
And all the goodwill I think about . . .
I really want . ...
No i really do .....
At least I think I do....
I think I think to much ....
This is what I do to relax
......
In pops a memory

My councilor keeping me after school
..trying to teach me a thing or two ...she would say you need to learn to say no ...

So shed say
"Say it!?!"
I'd say
"No!!!."
She'd say
" are you saying no to me .....or are you saying no "!?!??
I'd say idk
Oh she taught me some things .

. Back then it was cool. Now it's a felone...

I'm a good person..
Honestly
Ar least I think I am
Or maybe


only I can see me as I really am ......
...
Or do I?
Maybe I can't see the real me .....because cant see me though your eyes ...should be exactly same...rieeeeet?
Delton Peele May 26
Wet with tears ....
Slowly closed into an iron maiden of irrational fears ....
The vomiting shutter of utter shock
When the icy cold realities
Start trickling in . ..
Pupils dilate .
The senation of sinking within ....
Hackles up upon the gruesome discovery ...
Of your lovers deeds....  
All your nerve ends wiggle straight up out of your skin
And writhe like little white worms and you slide down a chalk board for miles ......
Hit rock bottom ......
That's when
The poetry gets good
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