Ghost

Ghost 2d

It was another dark stormy day. I walked into my favorite bar started playing pool. I’m joined by a friend that reminds me of a certain song. I’m sitting here bottle after bottle as my mind races back to a certain memory. Of her sitting there with her camera eyes focused on the front of the room. Ears tuned into the teachers words. I snap to as I get to the bottom of the bottle

Ghost May 26

Lovely wild flower

I still remember our first kiss standing there in the hall by the gym the love I had in my heart then only grew ever more intense and passionate. I know I was horrible to you and I probably don’t deserve a final chance if fate were to put you in my path again like the stars that remind me of your eyes and your heavenly smile it’s been nine long and honestly hard years without you I’m sorry for all the pain and heart break I caused you. All these years later my love for you has turned into a beautiful divine warmth I wish I can be honored to have again. I’d do anything for a chance at us again but until then no matter if it takes nine years or my whole life I’ll still wait for our white horse until I see you again my lovely wild flower. Im sorry J.M. I’m sorry for everything I will always love you forever and always till death greets me like a old friend

Ghost May 20

Bottom of the bottle pt.2

I sit here at the bar drinking corona after corona. I stand to go play a game of pool but as I’m playing I find my thoughts drift to you and the memories I keep locked up tight in my heart and mind. I sit here and wish and pray I could take all that time and those years back alas I cannot. I’ll be here drowning till the bottom of the bottle

Ghost May 9

Still love you

I was happy with you I’ll admit I ruined the amazing relationship we had. I truly regret everything I did to you with my whole heart I understand you no longer have love for me and that’s my fault. Hopefully one day I can that love you once had for me back. You brought out things in me no one else could. You made me feel like I as important to someone. You made love not just a word with you everything was much better and even brighter. You were and still are perfect in my eyes and will be forever. Even your flaws and all your insecurities are perfect but I’ll always be here waiting for you no matter how many years pass by. I still love you and will continue to love you till death. Hopefully one day we can fall in love all over again until I still love you

Took inspiration from an other poem but felt relatable

Ghost May 4

Smoke and mirrors pt.2

I sat down on our bench. I’m sure you remember the one I’m talking about. The one outside by the library near the cafeteria. Ours had an umbrella in the middle. Anyway I can’t help myself from drifting back into those precious memories of me and you, the rest of our friends. They all flood back like a dam that just broke mostly good some bad but still as precious.
I start to spiral down an all consuming wave of thoughts. Past regrets that I to this day I yearn for those days and your love again. You were my first everything as I was yours. As I fall deeper and deeper I suddenly wake as if ****** awake only to realize do to my own actions I caused smoke and mirrors

I know it’s kinda all over the place sorry for that but it could’ve been worse and this is just me taking a shot in the dark

Ghost May 3

Our love is a book

Loving you feels like leaving a book out in the wind. The pages turning too fast. I didn’t get to adore you love you know you like the back of my hand to explore everything that makes you you. To trace your lines with my finger tips and reread my favorite parts. To live the story I know we are meant to be. But before I knew it my actions caused the book that is our love to end

All I hope pray and dream for is us and one last chance to show you that I can prove that I deserve someone as beautiful as you my little wildflower

Apr 28

lovelywildflower

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there’s
something
comforting
about
the
vacancy
in
my
heart

#comfort #vacancy #heart #empty #depression