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migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
For her I love.
At first I felt thy lust you warned of
A passion so fierce and so great
I only thought of you as a mate.

But then I filled myself with hate,
You called me a ******
And you said it was never fate.
Oh why did I love you so?

But when all was lost, my heart was tossed, you were there to bring it back
You showed me the Cross.

An angel inside me smiling,
T'was you who called me darling,
A funny pause, I heard you farting
Alas, I will always love you my dear star thing.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Such youthful beauty that lies awake
In smiles that hide such a frail pale heart
grows a shadow around a glowing radiant face
weary gentle golden eyes knows no escape

many questions have been eagerly ask
yet answers come so slow to even pass
misty country fields and wondrous night sky
as crackling ember ashes scattering light

oh my tender kind simple fellows
such hearts are glaze and mellow
moonbeams rays touches the darken house
serene and silent as a church mouse

painted portraits with palettes of black and blue
starry is the nights that only few have viewed
to stay awake with life so endlessly gray
knowing well the world is a chaotic fray

dreamers tear their mournful souls away
lovers passions fades like summers day
swirling winds flow through the grassy plains
twinkling stars that kisses my sorrowful pain
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
glass domes
of swirling water
glittering wonder

a shimmering storm
that demands to be heard

yet delicate crystal
breaks so easily
fragile hopes and dreams
shattered time across the ground

but then flows free
vanquished walls
endless form…

what perfect timing
for when i looked up at the sky
there were lightnings everywhere
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
When the day is done
The horizon hides the sun
A starry night fills the sky
Look up to the heavens
In awe one may feel
The trillions of lights
Glitter down on Earth
Some may say they are ancestors
Others tell a representation of hope
But no matter the interpretation
They still strike imagination
Into everyone's hearts
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
In sweet wonder that fair dream begins one more.
That lends all that's best in our only place.
In that shade we fall from grace, we will part.
That awakens the sleeping morn.
Embrace such sweet sorrow.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
A promise made,
a promise kept.
To say those words,
this is the first step.

A promise is as old as time,
made by who it was or is.
Whether they be young or old,
to be hers or his.

Keep this solemn oath,
you future generations.
Let your words be true,
and lay down the foundations.
migayle ocuaman Mar 2020
you my dear, are the life saving rain
that cries on my drought of a heart...
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
It's funny, how warm thoughts are.
The times we had together,
Although now, well,
You are afar.

Even in the deep chills of winter,
Your words couldn't be sweeter,
Even if you don't speak,
I hear you.

I feel your heartbeat,
Even if you aren't near,
For you are my best friend,
Although I don't have you here.

There's beauty in your calling,
Even when I'm falling,
I a deep pit of despair,
Knowing you aren't really there.

It's been years without you,
But I can still hear your voice.
You could of stayed right here with me, but...
But...
You took the other choice.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
She's sits on a chair
A tear on her cheek
looking at the world
so wide so bleak
with nothing to do
and no places to go
she wonders why am I here?
I want to know...
migayle ocuaman Mar 2020
let me live a life as a name that time has now fade
where all my story written in ink now becomes faint
where my voice once heard by a few echoes and cease
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
You, in your corner
Me, by the window.
I wonder how it would feel
To close that gap.
Is it weird, I ask myself
with a nervous laugh.

Those intense eyes
silently gazing away,
Nobody seems to notice it
but how I wish it was me
that was reflecting in your eyes.

Smiling to yourself,
isn't that cheating, i say to myself
and i would get embarrassed
all on my own.
Ah, she's looking this way
Was I too direct?

As flowers bloom and wilt,
Our time is also fading,
You, in your corner
Me, coming nearer.
Did you finally notice,
I smile at that nervous face.

Let's leave the present
And fly to the future,
A future of you and me,
In our own corner
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
From ashes you rose
From light you were born
The hope that has been lost
And the darkness that has been claimed
You surrendered yourself to the worst thing
And watched your own soul sink
However it's not too late
As the day light's shine awaits
Claim your weapons
And make your escape
From the darkness you hate
migayle ocuaman Aug 2019
any kind of tyranny
against our democracy
will only lead to anarchy
a revolution in our century
it shall ring out in history
against corruptions insanity
migayle ocuaman Jun 2020
if i was to rest by the banks of the river
near the old tree were the shade was nice
till i drift away to an afternoon slumber  
as the cold winds kiss me forever
migayle ocuaman Sep 2019
Weathered faces and ragged men
Sorrowful hurtful smiles we give them
Such who wander the cold dark streets
Hiding your pain in tattered sheets

Hoping for a soothing loving hand
To help you and fully understand
Suffering within life's hard reality
Suffering in a world of broken sanity

Nameless stranger crushed so low
With eyes that watch the world grow old
Perhaps someday you'll all be healed
Waking up in warm heavenly field
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The days pass quickly
The looming nights veil the world in mystery
The moon reveals nothing but a glimmer
Of what is to happen and makes the mind ponder
What is there to wonder and where shall people wander?
Be it alone or together, the night skies slowly turn
The horizon aglow with creeping orange light
Through the Days that shall never be forgotten
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
the honor of my standard my loyalty
where I swore my oath joyfully
I did my duty and smiled with pride
even if it means that i would die

that liberty shines bright so do not fear
sing for me though i couldn't hear
the hour is near for i am to be free
bury whats left under the willow tree

if i die today as a martyr
do not shed to much a tear
as the calm night fades to dusk
tomorrow there will be more of us
migayle ocuaman Sep 2019
what made me special or better
then the rest of the crowd
what made me great or unique
to your eyes from the billions around

so tell me why
did you grab my hand
and drag me to greater heights than this

are you okay with me
are you fine with this

am I just a joke of a choice
or a mistake that you made

cause please tell me

cause I'm still in doubt
still in doubt

if you love me
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Time ravages you,
time takes from you,
time is the ultimate power,
time takes life from a flower,

This is the beginning,
or it could be the end,
your life is just a cycle,
as it can turn and turn,

As you start young,
as you start to grow,
as you begin to know,
as you take the stroll,

We form love,
we form relationships,
we form partnerships,
we form into destiny,

We go in pairs,
we try and dare,
we begin with flare,
we try and snare,

As we grow older,
we get colder,
we get bolder,
it's such a order,

We have young ones,
we see them grow,
we see them behold,
it brings such a tear.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
If you don't know pain
You won't know life
If you don't know sadness
You won't know happiness
If you don't know darkness
You won't know light.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Remember not to forget what brought you here
To gaze upon the love of wonder, oh so distant, yet so near
And in the glow of that heavenly effervescent flow
I am filled with a heartfelt awe of things I cannot know
But yet such things that I do adore and adore still more
I stand upon this Earth, on the wisdom of no words
And let the music and its notes, unfold my deepest thoughts
Then in the beauty that is just ... just my imagination
I find it ... and I am left but starry eyed
Such a mystical sight, that thing of love and delight
and fleeting thoughts ... of a cosmic sort ...
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
It was years ago that we met
By the shining silver sea
Into our hearts love we let
By the shining silver sea
Two strangers together
By the shining silver sea
To love we surrender
By the shining silver sea
Both of us searching
By the shining silver sea
Our hearts they were lurching
By the shining silver sea
You took my hand
By the shining silver sea
And for once I understand
By the shining silver sea
I thought I was alone
I thought I could turn to stone
No one would know
No one would care
But...love will now grow
You and I will now bear
The trials of life not alone
We will have flown
To the shining silver sea.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
i live in make believe
made of paper and ink
where the breeze whisper
and the night stays and linger

the potion and pills you give
brings fire to the world i see
ink that boils on paper tinder
turns the land to ash and cinder
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
pictures of patron saints hung high up on my wall
crosses and statues that look down on me
prayers and praises worshipful hymns
and a gospel quotes that shouts loud in my head  

all this idols that captures the image of holy deeds
to remind me that i am nothing short of a fool
tell me where i came from, what i will always be
tell me where my soul will end up will it still be in peace

when i am deceased and buried i won’t join their ranks
because they are both holy, wise and free as the the wind
that’s how it’ll be in the end of my long hard trip
just a small lost child who went to a catholic school

grand churches and bell towers that roar in the air
like thunder that clashes to call us all to prayer
wolves in sheep clothing join the gathering flock
not even the shepherd knows who's the devil or not

so i said make me love myself so that i might love you
don’t make me a liar to say what you think should be true
Jesus said come to me my son and let me carry your cross
but i said its fine for we both carry the same scars

the Shepard and his flock come to me with blessed chains
wearing false cloaks and hiding their true faces  
i feel the binds of the cold chains strangle my neck
making me bark and howl out their holy sacred hymns
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
this strangers seem familiar from another life
dark shadows that linger around with their knife
****** dolls and tainted flesh that smile with grim
wearing their mask molded clay of porcelain hidden sin

i made this ghost that lurk in my dreams
to which i chase to seek the truth i scream
painted skies that go and fade day and night
still lost in circles in this labyrinth filled of fright

sweet candy eyes and licorice hair dipped in cyanide
his gaze that pierced me bore into my mind in a paralyze
thin scarlet lips gives a cheshire smile to which he purred
a strange billow from his deceiving haunting words i heard
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
In silence, in cold, she made her way through ice and snow.
Higher and higher she went,
Higher and higher until
She fell to one knee and could walk no further.


With a bitter cough into gloves as pure as the snow beneath her,
She saw the cost of her trek,
Her heart's blood,
A shock of crimson in her hands.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She forgot why she had come.


The wind fell to a low whisper,
And she heard snatches of words she remembered,
Words from a world away,
Long-etched into the trappings of her soul.


She bit back the cries in her throat
As she looked down at the blood on her hands,
Warm and bright against the sullen snow,
Cost and comfort of her dying heart.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She remembered the will of her mother,
The courage of her brothers and sisters,
All fallen.
All sleeping in silence as cold as the ice at her feet.
migayle ocuaman Jun 2019
Only she can make my lonely mad world feel right
So things maybe a bit peculiarly different tonight
We may go together in a vivid realm of cosmic flight
Filled with endless apologies of paradise trite
All this troubles seem so far, it feels like flying
within the universe but maybe I'm just slowly dying
You look quite divine among these vibrant lights
Your sweet honest lies is nothing more but pure delight
A blinding star that was meant to waltz and fall on sight
Marveling at your grace my once sweet darling sprite
It's now or never my joyful mirage in the edge of the moonlight
Now that I'm on the verge of waking at first break of daylight
Eternal through the past my sweet shining rose in the twilight
We never meant to part my dearest shimmering starlight
But every siren song ends with me missing you every night
Tranquil innocence's now tainted by bitter truth such blight
It's perfectly clear to stand here as you fade like candlelight
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
We envisioned of a promising start to depart
Pawns we move and lose we couldn't care less
Carnal desire of the flesh that corrupts the heart
The game we play is that of precision like chess
Yet still we dream of bigger things in the dark
migayle ocuaman Jun 2020
i use to love to your sweet laughs
your smile and everything you do
but you make regret that i ever loved you
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
like stars we shall glow
pouring out of the shadow
let that lonely feeling wash away
for freedom awaits the coming day
The morning is now breaking
let its golden rays stream in
some may utter words shaking
yet courage in our hearts within
migayle ocuaman May 2020
Spin with me in the open gateway
In this blissful yet short paradise
Spin with me during our final play
For lovers in this world we realize
So spin with me while the world just fades away
Till we fade like dreams do as dawn arise
migayle ocuaman May 2020
Remember when you loved me
under the wondrous infinite sky  
I would have said goodbye
yet I held my words as I die
now come closer don't be shy
describe the skies to me
as often as you can see
lay your head upon my tomb
where my heart used to be
remember me as the flowers bloom
so as you leave you are now free
migayle ocuaman Mar 2020
The night is littered with gleaming gems
I've seen my country under its twilight stars
Gold horizon breaks the sky as morning rise
I have seen my people under the sun
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The love that rattles in your head,
Is the love that she shares ,
For cause of chemical illusions,
From the very nerves that pass through your flesh,
From the atoms that were forged in the heart of a dyeing star,
The lie,
Cause of a concoction in your mind.


Love is a lie.
The lie of them illusions,
A trick of them nerves,
A trick of them atoms that were oh so cruelly made,
The truth of science shows the lie of one’s true love.  


Reality is mere elements.
The compounds of these elements,
Them compounds that make us as real as nothing but dust,
Reality is lonely.
Reality is lonely.
And upon this mere coincidence that we are castaway,
Hopelessly we look to the stars that we are believed to see,
The creation of a lie is being made,
Love, the deception of physics .
Yet as it spreads across the galaxy across the dark that once was of nothing,
its destiny to fit into life,
That life which is not alive.
That life which is just of protein and sorts,
The lie of love that fits in as a part of this brain,
The brain which leads us blindly by the shear evolution of chemicals and neurons.
The evolution of as possible as your body of atoms is alive.


Yet love is the lie that holds us close to each other,
The gravity that the physics’ never told us about,
As physics’ cannot explain it all the chemical compounds,
the electrodes in your brain how can it lead to something so strong.
Love is a lie from your mind.
Yet it is the best lie of all.

Reality may be lonely,
But from the love that rattles in our head we are of pleasure,
For who cares of reality, as in here reality cares not of the truth.
For who cares if we are just elements,
as long as them elements are of illusion of them chemicals.
As long as them elements pass power through them nerves.
As long them nerves pass though the flesh.
As long as them elements are forged in the heart of a dyeing star.
Then we can live the lie that is love
As long as the so called life is in our mind we can ask:
Is love a lie or is love the only thing that is truly real?
migayle ocuaman Mar 2020
I don't feel like you know me well enough to understand...
Please let me know if you want me to stick and linger around,
Don't be sorry, if you know that I'm lonely contraband.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Dear Good Sir,

I have always voiced my thoughts and opinion
Receiving both regards to praise and criticism  
Wearing my heart on my sleeve that's my conviction
Never have i deceived myself in such pragmatism
I was never bias in words I verse as I reflect
Yet you accuse me of such contempt and disrespect
Still I understand good man your grievances
But you are one in many I argued in disagreements
I had rather been quite divisive
Than to be leisurely indecisive
I can't apologize for even your legitimate allegation  
I stand by my opinions even if it will mean the end our relation

Your humble colleague,
M. Ocuaman
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
I hear a dark voice
Every time I remember
I feel it rejoice
My sanity it dismembers

Spinning and falling
Down a deep dark hole
A past sad and appalling
I hear the voice take control

I scream and shout
Weeps followed by wails
As melancholy breaks out
I try to stop it; to no avail

The voice coos
Filled with pity and gloom
I was a bird; used and abused
Shot down by my doom

Now I sit here a victim
Cold, lying in the silence
Insanity a symptom
Of my internal war of violence

Numb and dead on the inside
Crouched in fear
My heart races as I try to hide
Oh why can't I disappear?

As the dark voice takes form
I can only stand frozen
The man from whom I was born
A monster I know him
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Every war is different yet every war is the same,
Men are pawns whose lives are but just a game,
To seek glory and honour amidst the slaughter,
Here the rich profits behind such safe walls,
Hearing the of cruel echoes of this laughter,
Joined by the field of battle to which dreamers now fall,
Such is the faith of those who march with pride and shame,
To those who have fallen by such carnage and unjust death,
I raise a toast to you and a voice for the silent may you rest in eternity.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
From empty hand, we rise to meet,
Upon manless land for death to greet.
Soar to the height untilthe fall,
Mark the deeds of the valiant tall.
In end, its hand, reach to our grave,
Of those who'd come to seek the brave.
And stare the horror between the sorrow,
Grasp an idea of a better tomorrow.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
In the shackles of a broken Man
In a society filled with votes
A society destroyed by hate and criticism

I am a person
That's sees it all around
The racism, hate, homeless people with no shelter with only just a news paper to help them in the coldest of nights.

It's not fair is it
It's only a matter of time until this world is gone for good,
If we opened our eyes and seen the world as of today

It wouldn't be in such a state
If we opened ours eyes today
What will happen tomorrow?
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Time goes e'er nearer to heart of mine
Shines brighter than how diamonds shine
Most precious indeed, this gem of the sea
Wonder however, how it came to be
Yonder stalks in the furled sails of rice fields
Planted by humble farmers in dearest abode in the hills
Yonder nightingales in the starry night sky
As I lie awake, lying on the grass each night
Pointing to one particular star with a finger
And leading and forming to shape it better
You know what I found?
Warmer than fire, louder than sound
Is the shape of the heart that even though we're apart
I'll find my way back to you
I promise this is true
For as the tree grows in every year
Drink to the hopes that I'll return, have no fear
As the sunset lows darker each tick of the clock
You'll know when the time comes that I shall return, love
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Light! Oh, light!
The blissful and the beautiful.
Ever awaiting her arrival,
Ever the patient friend.

She knows the sadness of her ways,
She knows she cannot show them.
She knows the loneliness that waits,
Back there, where they call this dream.

But for now, just now,
She takes one selfish moment,
And enjoys the freedom,
Singing to her in the wind.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
eternity that's what we call it,
its not a thing, its a meaning,
its a life span of hope,
to live on another day,
to see a different light,
its a world to look forward too,
a life to look forward to,
to know you have found....eternity
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Beauty within you grows,
Like the rivers water flows,
Filling up empty vessels
And giving life to the lands,
Truth is in the palms of your hands
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
The latests seconds I'm living
In this pain, it's hurting me
Now I have to tell you, the story
That you and I lived and which one I'm leaving

Thank you, deep in mine
For the happiness you shared
For the hope you gave
I have to say goodbye

And I have the hope that you will
My friends, we know it
What life is going to happened
So many doors for you opened

The sunshine in my broken eyes
Will not be longer
Deep in my heart
I will disapear because it dies

My friends, my love, my heart
It plunged me into the hurt
My house, my life, my mind
I"m loosing all but not you behind
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
you saw her smile glow so bright
you stare in such daze and delight
my heart that sings a beat aloud:
you lover her, you do
as she passes among the crowd
fills your soul with such blaze
such a sight to be praised
yet it's not enough, it was never enough.
you are allowed to watch her go
to see her off with the shadows alone
this are but illusions a trick of the mind,
as the sun devoured her away
to count the constellations
upon her wandering eyes
as they slowly fade out in a single day
for the tragedy was that
you were too late
for you have lost her
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
cold are the summer nights
underneath the cosmic clouds
colliding mixing smoke filled lights
heavenly veils covered in shrouds

tonight i feel light and alive
this ghost now take their flight
through my window you arrive
time slows as you held me tight

something are real or maybe not
somethings are gone yet I'm here
all this wondrous thought I Forgot
this doubts and fear seem to disappear
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
Starlight, twilight,
Course upon the endless night.
And wish we may and wish for more,
Through vast known quantities to explore.
Down from day, soar on May,
First of stars we might soon stay.
Leap across that ocean sea,
And spread beyond for eternity.
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
And so I watched the sky
where the sun shines
and the birds fly
with such grace and beauty

Flowers bloom
and wind rises
sweet, sweet smell
and flavour rises

its life that shines
brighter than anything
it was her eyes and smile
that burst with feelings

Love comes to me
and stays by my side
it was always her who showed me
what this poem was about
migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
In the wonderful mind of a child,
there is no more greater wild,
to run free and to think happy,
all the while, being pure and carefree,

Our minds are unique,
our thoughts are concrete,
with the wave of our brain,
we can create the rain,

Can you hold the same?
can you see the gain?
to think outside the box,
to think of this joyous day,

A rich array of color scheme,
a beautiful dance of vibrance,
animals of different origin,
and depth of creations,

Now come follow me here,
not by walking or talking,
by thinking and using your magic mind,
and create the land that lives in only our reality.
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