I went through old photographs left by my mother that were not torn up. To see pictures of my childhood, perhaps some of my father’s, too. I realized I have changed so much on the outside. Every ten years, I feel as though I genuinely look like a different person. Not just on the outside but on the inside too. I looked at one picture in particular. I now know why I like it. In it: It’s always this feeling of returning, of playing under the sun surrounded by grass, held by everything, and so light that the tether to the body was delicate and the next second irrelevant.