My biggest fear is that I'll go back to who I was. Fall into a rut of self-doubt and self-pity, too afraid of the future to crawl my way out. Everyday I threaten to breakdown. Because all I see are my own mistakes. So I keep my safety blanket close to me. In the form of coffee in my cup and a bible by my bed side. It's not always a perfect peace of mind. But when my biggest enemy tends to be myself. It helped me survive.
when your in love you will know and your heart will tell you so you will feel so very proud and your heart will beat so loud
all your feelings begin to grow deep inside you feel a glow emotions they will fill inside and from the love you cannot hide when your in love you will know because your heart as told you so
i don't know why i am the way i am i don't know why i'm not hungry i don't know why i can't sleep or can't stop sleeping i don't know why i feel like i'm already dead or am better off so