One.
Two.
Three.
Little pills.
Washed down.
With ***** in coke.
One.
Two.
Three.
Little pills.
To drown.
The thoughts you provoke.
One.
Two.
Three.
Little pills.
To shred.
The memories left in my head.

My feelings.
Can you sense them?
They grow for you each day.
My heart.
It swells.
A small price to pay.
The thought of you.
Envelops my brain.
Filled with words you say.
Dreams.
You're in mine.
Come out to play.
I love you.
I have for while.
Forever in love I'll stay.

Light it.
Inhale.
Cough it.
Exhale.
I do it.
To ease.
The pain it.
Hurts to breathe.

I love you.
I'm hurt.
I'm broken.
You stitch it.
That rip.
I love you.
It hurts.
You love it.
Your sick masterpiece.
What you've done.
To my heart.
I love you.
I'm done.
I'll let someone else do the job.
You just couldn't do.
I love you.
Goodbye.
I left a trail of tears.
Don't follow them, dear.
They'll lead back to me.
Someone else stitching my heart.
But unlike you.
They wont tear it apart.

Forget me not
I cant
Forget me not
You left your mark
Forget me not
I never will
Forget me not
I wish I could
Forget me not
You cut too deep
Forget me not
The pain may fade
Forget me not
The scars will remain
Forget me not
I'll throw you away.
Forget me not
The blade seemed to whisper.
Forget me not
It fell
Forget me not*
Straight to Hell.

confidence
something I've not yet mastered
confidence is only doable
when I'm plastered
confidence
says more than words themselves
confidence is a book
that I tucked on the highest shelves
confidence
the unread page
confidence in the book of social skills
why learn it when I've got these pills?

Hello?
No, my monster replied.
Too formal.
Hi?
But why, my monster replied.
I need a reason.
Excuse me miss,
Got the time?
Why am I so nervous?
This should be easy.
How could I possibly ***** up this?
Just go say something.
Anything.
Compliment her?
That'll seem weird, my monster replied.
She'll think you're a creep.
I'm just trying to say hi.
What kind of person can't start a simple conversation?
My monster replied.
Me.
That's who.
And you know why?
I replied..
because of you.