Hello!
It’s me again. :)

I am leaving for VACATION!!
Literally tomorrow (Friday, jul 18).
And I won’t be back until next week!
I’m seeing my dad’s family up north in cabins for the week!
And going on the e-foils :).   :).      
Anyways!
Love you all and your support!
I’ll always be here
Forever and always
To infinity and beyond
I will be back
(Im going to go have fun now.  :)

-Olivia.  :)

Someone once told me,
"You’re shining. Even if it doesn’t always feel that way."
I in fact, have been feeling that way.

I sit and think about all the pain and problems I've gone through.
Thinking before, "I'm so done. What am I gonna do.??"
I now say to myself "I am so strong for keeping up and fighting my hardest. "

"I'm
so
proud
of
you."

Would you have loved me
If i was a worm?
Crushed and torn
Like i mattered nothing at all.

Would you have searched for me
n the soil ?
Would you have made your hands *****
For a while?

But the truth is that
It doesn't matter if I'm a person or worm
I would always have been
Torn and torn and torn.

Falling like crystals,
Raindrops from the sky.
Unfurled like a blanket,
Black clouds seem to cry.

And my room is filled
With earthy scent of soil and clay.
It evokes all my memories
And nostalgia all the day.

Joined by the dancing peacock,
It quenches the thirst of flower.
Crying all the way,
Black clouds loose all their water.

I woke up again
And the same sun, moon and sky
But still feels different

Confused and shot up
Anesthesia injected
Hallucinations