I see your eyes... Full of glittering lights
I see your smile how it grows and quickly fades
In my presence you seem to neglect
I know your hurt, but please forget
I wish I can tell you what I truly feel...
It so hard because it doesn't even seem real
I want to hold you, I want to kiss you
I want you to be mine... But what stands between you & I is stronger than we are
I can feel your pain... And I know you see my tears
I hear you crying and I'm pretty sure you know that I'm dying
Every time the blade reaches my skin it cuts a little deeper
And every time I see you it makes me go further
I see them trying to get you... And I see you trying to give them your attention
But every time your head slowly turns to look at me... And you give them a simple apology
I know you'd deny your love for me and not feel it at times but deep inside I'm the only one their... I don't  know how I know , maybe its you always in my dream...
But one day I swear my love you'll cry upon my grave and regret that you never told me what to you I mean... :)

Set me on fire,
Don't let me fade
Put me into the battle
Let me create a world for no mind,
Just souls
That react purely with fight or flight.
There will be no windows in the walls.
Just cement cells.
Where people cry and wale
Walking in circles, squares, zigzagging
For 1000 miles
In a 10 by 10 box,
A battle that will lead to nothing
Put me in
Set me on fire

When I tried
You told me I will be beside you
When I told you I was hard to love
There was no response
Was that for my own good?
I've been to the moon and have had the realizations of a starving artist
You knew that,
You knew I had no warmth,
And when I left I would always becoming back
I was never gone to stay
I know that you loved me
I know that you wanted to come to the moon with me
That you wanted to understand my art
I knew that when you left
You were gone to stay,
You are gone to stay
But you were never mine.
And I will always be yours