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And suddenly
The world goes quiet
The loud voice I once heard
Who taught me what it is to be a man
Is now, quiet

To her I could say so many things
But that would **** the last bit of me
Im desperate to be alone
To be the man who is strong
Even without his world

Sometimes I miss dancing under the stars
Dancing for so long
I would forget where I'm at
I always thought I needed a partner
But dancing alone, is art

To be a man is to be alone
I fear that being good
Means I should be strong
A man with no world
Is a man who can be free
And that man
That man is me
Suddenly
Im awake again
I look arround
No one's there
I look back in time
I wish she could hold my hand
I remember last night
I was wasted
I screamed for her to be back

When I'm in love I'm a fool
But I dont take any of it back
I might sound desperate
But really
I just miss to be held

They say man don't cry
Then tell me why
The women who made me a real man
Held me when I cried
Fearing it all would end
The good times are a thing of the past
Life goes on
I said with a tear on my eye

I look back and I wish to go
I wish to go back to when you would kiss me

Now that I look back I realize
How fast time flies by
And we dont learn until its too late
To enjoy every second of our lifes

The feeling of your words
Is something that I'll never forget
I wish I could go
To when we first met

I wish I could be back
In the last week we were together
So that I can tell you again
In a meaningfull way
That I love you more than myself

I wish I could be back on that bus
Those rides used to be the highs of my day
You held my hand tight
I tought it would be forever

And now
Here I am
For more that I try
I can't make them understand
That for more money I'm offered
I won't stop plucking the metal strings
I won't stop writting and singing over simple melodies
I won't stop feeling emotions
When I hear a simple chord

I don't care about money or fame
I don't care about being laid
All that I really want is
To, one day, help someone
The way guitar helped me
Im starting to get old
Yet, I'm still young
I lived life with fear
Yet im alone
I met some incredible people
Who eventually will forget
What's my favourite color
They won't answer that

But if someone asks me
If I ever regret saying
"I love you" a few times
To the girl that I met
She was my world
I did everything I could
And even after promessing to stay
I hate to say this, but she ran away
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I'm starting to realize
That even if im alone and sad
The trees won't stop growing
And time won't ever slow down
I wasted so much of my time
Giving love to this one girl
Mariana is her name
And I miss her a lot

I wrote her a love letter
It had some beautiful words
But it was not worth the effort
I'm now, alone

— The End —