I was gentle this time I swear, I’m just
Sick of trying
Sick of thinking
Sick of worrying
Punishing and torturing you
My body, I love you so much

No matter the look, the shape or weight
For what you have done or what you ate
I know you’re just trying to survive
My body, I love you so much

Hatred boiling up, I can’t compare
Was it all worth losing you hair?
I know what you been through, love
My body, I love you so much

I always cry
thats the thing you will remember me by.
*** behind- the restrained malice of hatred
Being a mellow soul created
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I always cry
Thats the thing you probably will remember me by
And no, its not the crocodile ones
Hurting worse than needles or tattoo guns
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Yes. I always cry
thats the thing you will remember me by
Go ahead, resent the miserable ones- in disguise
Call it out- and get your scars as a prize
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Well then, I always cry
I guess thats the thing you will remember me by
This ethereal thirst- for something real
*** no one can then see what I truly feel
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I always cry
that’s the thing you will remember me by
Endless of drops- that you allowed to let slide
Now- I truly believe my love has died

Fresh green paste
Turns red when its two-faces
Covers and smears like makeup
*** they only cares for a hookup

I mean, its just fresh green paste
Hungry lust just waiting for a taste
Pretty shells and twisted flowers on each finger
Switched and replaced with good old Tinder

Its literally, fresh green paste
It seems like they like being chased?
Yeah well. Now I see
Romance in this generation will never be.