i reach out for you
knowing you'll fade from my sight
as soon as i'm close enough to touch you

and like water on ink
i bleed, tainting
the colors around me

My words fail, as soon as syllables dribble down my lips, they become disoriented. Never meaning the same as I planned. Everything I say comes out wrong.

Touch my skin,
just simple circles on the back of my hands.
Your warm honey brown eyes,
shining warmth to my long cold bones.
will you share your soul with me?
Paint me in flesh and let me have a seat.
we work so nicely
you keep me intact.

I claw the skin off my hands
Leaving just blood, bone, and flesh.
Panic starts to rise, tears start falling
My cries soft and my bones rattle
Pick me apart take the darkness out
Paint me in yellow and drink away my sadness.

Your warm, like the sun.
my cold hands of bone reach for yours.
feeling flesh on my decaying bones.
i starve i wither like a tree in the winter.
yet i hold on for you love.
my ice eyes the opposite to your honey brown.
i cant tell if you care for me, my brain is clouded.
But for now ill pretend you do.
and even if its a lie, i just want to be by your side.

I'm choking, flower petals fall into my hands. Blood puddled up, followed by more couphing. My hands stain crimson as I attempt to catch the petals and blood. Red dribbles down my chin and flowers break through the skin on my neck. Vines and flowers continue to grow in my lungs. Causing my disease to only worsen. Is this one sided love. Have you lost feelings for me.. Have I gone mad. My thoughts are again interrupted as a hack up more flowers. My chest is hollow.