We slowly danced
by the rhythm of the
classical music as
the enormous crystal
chandelier was
shining above us.
My dress was shinier.
Since when do you
start listening to
Beethoven like the
national anthem?
The slender skillful fingers
would only wish to
leave marks on the
white keys of the piano.
Instead, it left an invisible
satisfaction in my ears.
Red roses freshly planted,
they acted as an
intoxicating perfume.
The cold snake of
white tears froze my heart.
Flowers in my hair
suited me more than
pearls on my neck.
But i lost my balance and
the entire night sky
spilled upon me.
Along with the stars...

Though I thought you were different
                              You betrayed my trust
And with every passing shower
                        My heart will collect rust.

You found a Diamond, buried in mud
You took it, clean it, embrace it
It shine

You praise it, and it shine more brighter
yet you dazzled

You've grown tired of it sparkle
You left it
Though you left it, it keep shining
yet, it radiation grew cold
Colder by the second
Colder by the day you left it

And a real Diamond won't easily broke
because as it grew colder, it's also becomes harder
more harder than ever since the day you left it

And so does Her heart

They say that they care and call themselves my "brothers"
But this poison that they feed me makes the worse than all the others.

Between all the things they do and all the things they say,
I hide behind this fake smile but I'm really not okay.

Tearing and picking with grimy hands at wounds that just won't heal,
Then condemn me when I cringe, I guess I'm not allowed to feel...

But somehow it's my fault every time
They steal from me
They lie to me
They cheat me
And they beat me
I guess this is what they mean by "family"...

Another year, another celebration, another reason to drink
Sobriety; A term no one dare speak
To get through troubled times, you’ve got to get high
Or something of the sort, a level to abide by
Memories of years past are mostly a blur
Just a few characters I was or were

Another year filled with more celebrations
So we can all get our fixations
What’s new, what’s cool, who’s dead now?
Stop these emotions, I will not allow.
We can’t keep thinking that we are free
So many situations that we can’t see
Nothing is certain, nothing is forever,
We are just on this endless endeavor
Until we are lead into the next plane of existence
Don’t struggle don’t fight, they don’t like resistance.