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75 · Feb 2020
Hurting
Syomone Feb 2020
Your heart only
get broken
where it don’t belong
we walk in
every situation
with our blinders on
leaving a piece of
ourself
hoping it feels
like home
74 · Oct 2020
If you love her
Syomone Oct 2020
If you love her
Never fill
her ears
With lies
Her mouth
With words
Her eyes
With tears
Her mind
With
confusion
Or her heart
With pain
72 · Dec 2019
Your my only one
Syomone Dec 2019
You are the one
I want to
water your flower.
I want
to make you bloom.
A soul
that’s mine to devour.
A poison I can consume .
The one I love
with all my might
The one
I’m thinking
of every night;
that helps
make things right
The one
I dream
of when I’m sleep at night
And the one
I think
of when I
hug my pillow at night
I’m not giving up
without putting up a fight
I’ve will always fight for us
I always will
I promise you are the one
Your my only one.
72 · Sep 2020
Said; No
Syomone Sep 2020
Many
have
said no,
No
I don’t
choose the
Path of
wild and
Radical
And
Authentic
Love,
Even though
I know I’m
Dying
without
It
I think I’ll
Just settle for
Good enough
71 · Apr 2020
Love water
Syomone Apr 2020
your love water
the seeds of
my affection....
basking in the
ambience of what
I thought was bliss...
holding on to
every syllable
of your body language,  
wanting things that
probably will
never really exist...
wanting you
turning into forgetting me...
but needing these
parts of you that always
seemed to complete me...
70 · Aug 2020
Not I
Syomone Aug 2020
Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not I
70 · Jun 2020
Your Love
Syomone Jun 2020
Your Love
Like craters
on the moon
Your love
has made
its mark
When you
crashed into
my heart
You hit
me like a
shooting star
70 · Jul 2020
Silly of me
Syomone Jul 2020
It was silly of me
to think we
could co exist
I remember
we were
once tight
like a bald fist
A bond so strong
Thought you
was so right
And Couldn’t
do me no wrong
That was then
But I know now
And to stop you
from hurting me
I now know how
I had to block
you from my heart
And keep you
out of my mind
And even if
I’m hurting severely
Inside
I gotta let you think
I’m doing just fine.
69 · Sep 2020
Not a child
Syomone Sep 2020
Im a child of a man
And
Woman
But I’m not a child
Im a Woman
I’m a child of invention
But I’m not a child
I’m creative
I’m a child of God
But I’m not a child
I’m spiritual
Im a child of love
But I’m not a child
I am loving
I’m a child of a man
And
Woman
But..
I’m not a child
69 · Nov 2020
Sweet love
Syomone Nov 2020
sweet love
It’s the
Only thing
That there just
Too little of
What the world
Needs now
No, not just
For some
But for everyone
What the world
Needs love,
Sweet love
69 · Nov 2020
I tried to be a good wife
Syomone Nov 2020
I never said
I was perfect
I just try to
Live the best life
I can
So many times
Wounded
So many times
Heart broken
By a woman
She knew I loved
Her
That woman, that
Woman she
knew I cared
She knew
I would have died
For her and
now she’s gone
And I’m alone
and that’s
just isn’t fair
69 · Feb 2020
Promise you
Syomone Feb 2020
I can’t promise you
that dark clouds
will never hover
over over lives
or that the future
will bring us many rainbows
I can’t promise you
that tomorrow
will be perfect
or that life will be easy
I can promise you
my everlasting devotion
my loyalty, my respect
and my unconditionally love for a life time
I can promise that
I’ll always be here for you
to listen and to hold your hand  
and I’ll do my best to make you happy
and make you feel loved
I promise you
I’ll see you through any crisis
and pray with you
dream with you
build with you
and always cheer you on
and encourage you
I can promise you
P.S. just practicing for when I do get married
68 · Jul 2020
In the time
Syomone Jul 2020
In the Time
Half- truths
told and entire lies
My conscience
echos thunder
In a time
when kingdoms
come,
joy is brief
and summers fun
Happiness
it’s race has run
Then pain stalks
in to plunder
67 · Feb 2020
Settling down
Syomone Feb 2020
She is no longer
settling for potential
that is no longer
the appetizer
she gets full from
the potential to have
her heart cared for
and her soul loved
by someone
who wants to settle
down and build
a love story
is what is hungry for
66 · Nov 2020
What comes with marriage
Syomone Nov 2020
A symbiotic
relationship
The compromise
The sacrifice
The service
Now no one
Is no one
Else’s responsibility
To make you feel
Good about you
You cannot completely &
Totally rely on you spouse
For validation for self
Love but to the extend
You add to
there life
You add security
You add levels
Of happiness
65 · Feb 2020
I’ll do
Syomone Feb 2020
“i’d walk through
fire for you
just let me
adore you
like it’s the
only thing
i’ll ever do”
62 · Feb 2020
There you go again
Syomone Feb 2020
There you go again
Chasing hurt again
I'm starting to think y'all best friend
If not when you gonna put this madness to an end
Living in la la land because what you have is pretend
What's wrong with you
You to beautiful inside and out
To be going through what you going through
I see the potential in a good heart
Letting some idiot that don't deserve you steady rip u apart
If its not verbal its physical
She beats you up with his cruel words
The most hurtful one your poor ears have ever heard
But yet and still you stay
But you complain every day
About the same thing
And you speak up
Your eye is left with a ring
Now you cover up your eye
So no one can see how she hurt you
Its sad she treats dirt better than you
But yet you stay saying I love him. And he'll change someday
I just pray that you live to see that someday.
Probably not going this way
60 · Sep 2020
No; Not I
Syomone Sep 2020
Ripping the image
of our future
together
from my thoughts
as violently
and as brutally
as if it were a
child being taken
from his mothers
arms I’m left
surrounded in darkness
but I refuse
to be swallowed
by it my
loneliness
like the night air
invisible
to the eye obvious
to the touch
it is cold
uncomfortableness
yet if I could
do it all over
again I’d
do it in the
same skin
I’m in to lay
down and
let love die just
stay down and
let love lie no,
no not
60 · Mar 2020
I killed
Syomone Mar 2020
My own happiness
at a young age
by loving
someone else
more then
Myself.
33 · Jun 26
untruthful love
Syomone Jun 26
I guess it funnier
From where you’re standing
From over here
I missed the joke
Clear the way
For my crashing landing
I’ve done it again
Another number
For your notes
I’d be smiling
If I wasn’t so desperate
I’d be patient
If I had the time
I could stop and answer
All of your questions
As soon as I find out
How I can move
From the back of the line
I’ll be your clown
Behind the glass
Go ahead and laugh
Cause it’s funny
I would too, if I saw me

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