I am fighting feelings
that been confined.
There's no escape
from the prison
within my mind.
My thoughts
shaking and breaking
every single line,
I have to walk on...

Breaking the chains
Connected to the hands of time
Lost in story lines
Conversations in darkness
Talking to myself
speaking with shadows
I am losing my all
inside the confines of
my magically mystical messy mind
Who Will You Call Now?
Should I go after every bad soul alive?
Don't try it. It's not wise kid.
All for you. I'll make a way for me.
I'll give anything to save these lives.
To bring more endless possibilities.
Tapped into variations of magic
Normal eyes cannot see
Lyrical conjurer. Adjective assassin.
I'm simply following the creed
Compared to your favorites
I'm basically, taking the lead
Made promises in blood
I will maintain before
it all goes in vain. From now, til the day I leave!
"We are suppose to save the world!"
Never follow the sheep.
Don't buy into promises
you cannot afford to keep!
Live your dreams!
In the wake of any ray
from the light of life
I refuse to die in my sleep!

For it's known
It's not easy being me.
It's not what you see on tv
Trials and tribulations
Progress through poverty
I am living for peace.
No force alive can deprive me
of my desired liberty!
I am down on my last whim
I do this for them
I'm going for the GOAL
Please, get out of the way
If you barely reach the rim!



I rewind and enlighten minds.
I call upon the power of the great divine
Provide deities and entities
as a guide with clearer signs.
Nonsense aside, I'm all for the grind
Don't judge me unless you
know what my scars define!
I'll defy every impossibility
in a matter of time.

IT'S ALL A SIGN!
IT'S ALL A SIGN!
It's all a sign
Cannot allow the demons
conquer your mind
Whenever it's cloudy and dark outside
the sun will always be back to shine
You light is keeping every pat of me alive
I promise over all, you will shine
it's all just a matter of a time!

My light it burns
It does not shine unless
I am by my son.
I am the fire. Surrounded in smoke.
I am in a trans red eclipse.
Energy pounding in my heart and throat.
I feel the heat of the sun.
The light in me
has much more to become.
I am lost from all
but over all I still have hope!
I feel myself breaking.
Sorry, for every promise that I broke.
My heart goes to the beat
and it's pounding hard like a drum.
Careful how you tread in this lifetime
cause for right now, you only have one
Understand the walks of life
because you have to crawl before you run.
Your value is priceless, remember that
with anything else is said and done!

No matter what just keep going

You are loved.

Stay vibrant, stay active, shine like sun.

You are the one.

Another day another dollar.
I give everyday my all.
Knock on wood, I not am taken by tomorrow.  Alone in the dark, sitting in a corner. Missing the times being
in my crib, drinking milk from a bottle. Always at my fullest, this world trying, slowly to make me hollow. Now, I am drinking from bottle just to **** the sorrow.

Running in circles. To be consistent on who to follow.
I am persistent at every percent
Everyone to be content, forgive me for  time not being in reach for me borrow.

_BANG_

Glass shattering. Blood stains the floor and ground. Silence fills, sirens sounds.  Running through the city, trying to avoid lights to find you.  It's not the sound of my mind shutting down. It's a sign the Gods in hand with mother nature wanting to keep me around. Get the point? Guess, you wasted a whole round. I treat all as if they are blessed with grace and crown.   A person like Descovia, once lost from your life, can never again be found, he is this, and that. You can associate me as an advocate with any selected desirable adjectives and pronouns.

But
Here I am...
There's no stopping me....

🎶You can't stop the reign
Where will you go now?
No no no..
You can't stop the reign.🎶

When all is surrounded in darkness.
My light will lead way to shine.
Life gives me the high unlike any drug.
If we were to be without color or sound
I rather relapse before I stand down.
My voice will be heard breaking the silence

Time to get reckless
My demons going hectic
Dark arts Master
Light up the darkness
I'm not Smith
but I AM LEGEND
Gotta respect it
Ya'll be quick
to play a fool
like a series on Netflix
I wanted my team to
come on up the Jeffersons
Blue Pill
Red Pill
I am taking you
Beyond the breaches of the matrix!
Must maintain my style
To remain on my kid's playlist
Been lost in my wild mind
and that's more live than the time
I got Lost in Vegas
Here lately my biggest struggle
been my energy and patience
Mystified on where time will take us
Word of wisdom to myself
Stop playing victim
Real World. Let's be honest
Change the topic
and bring a brand new system!
**** a hater and fake friendship!
I'll never buy into the hatred
I seen people turn on those
like they were never related
The cycle must transform
There's no room to be complacent!
Put you in a twister
Rocket Power. I am no Newbie
To any of you that are basic.

Got myself going through loopy-loops  
I am going all over like Luffy.
I am tangled mess, like my shoe laces.
Promise me, you will hold it down
this is the only chance we have to make it.
Go hard like a Caveman
Beat the track up, like Rocky
pressure on me, taking all of these hits
and I can't afford to cave in!
Oh yeah. That's true.
You never thought the real me
would ever even awaken!
If I gotta save us all.
I will tap into powers
that are truly sacred.
Question me  "if these babies are worth saving!?"
Got a lot to work on with myself
and I am ready to face it
My time is limited rather not waste it
Love spread colors
This is why I never support a racist
Just want to keep every
on the right foot like Payless
I do this for my pleasure.
Ya'll sell out to be a pay-cut
Sell your soul just to be a payment
I won't let you harm
any of my beloved creations
I'll destroy a *******
Forget a freestyle.
The hurt in this world
got my true powers activated


Run that on me.
I am not letting it
pass to the past
I am after that ***
mask on like I am Jason
What you going to do?
I am going to finish this!
On the hunt for your life
and it's mine for TAKING
We are on different levels
You cannot vibe
I am on a higher vibration
Don't gain the world
by losing your soul
I remember, lessons from the great ones!
There's more to me
That represents than a reputation.
Continue this for them!
I refuse for my children's
upcoming legacy to be forsaken!

You do not have to walk a thousand miles  

To validate your love for me.


You do not have to fight a million heartless, for stability to prove you are the key.

Our love speaks for all near and far.

I'll always be there no matter where you are.

I love you and this my simple truth.

Death before dishonor. My mindset is intricate. Trauma trapped in terror, taking toll, lost from destiny's control, this soul carry scars, from my ancient lineage!

Our hearts creates the art, empowered by our voice, we wield foundational instruments!
Breaking through depression since, as an adolescent, resisting and reversing the barriers of resentment!
Momma told me. "Power is present in your mind. Do not believe your human body is impaired or limited!"
Beyond the eyes, that foreseen demise. Do not perceive these lies, which altered the design, that'll strip you away of your abilities and privileges!

The conquest to eradicate prolonging diseases. Just to keep all adjust to maintain a fit!
The virus is eternal, for I refuse to allow this hatred, to make me sick! She says "You wield too much pride in your influence"
  I will carry on, strong, sharpen as the sword of might, for him as a savior of the light!
Battling. No matter, if both wrists slit!

Can we please normalize, women having character of an intellectual and professional decency?

Regardless of jokes used in any setting? If they do contain ***** or mature content.

It always felt like I was trying to reach an itch, impossible to reach

Picking at a wound, not meant to be explored.

Is nothing compared to leaving the unknown explored and questions unanswered. When we are suppose to learn from our mistakes.

A man makes a ****** joke and people laugh.

A woman does it. It deems her as everything else insulting under the sun.

We cannot forget that the moon is keeping balance.
My sisters are we right?

Why is it? Knowingly, we would not have existence without opposites.

Through intervention just prolong suffering?
Why is it we choose to belittle and underappreciate our strong women?

My sisters are we right for this?

It's a man world. HA. 46 Presidents even failed to even prove that. If this is the case, then how are women surviving in it? Perfectly! If you ask me, they are better so than men.

You forget a mother brought you this world? You forgot where you come from? Is it not or is the essence and energy source of Earth feminine energy in the first place?

It would make sense for it to be factual. Women are natural creators!

Perhaps, that is why the world blessed them with the ability to live longer with both sides of the brain working in order to do so.

Yet, we find it needed to pick on them for not having thick skin.

Be reasonable, having one less layer to tolerate our *******
is nothing compared to childbirth. Period. I am not going to stress that matter. For I did not ask for consent entirely with my boundaries to do so.
Women are we right?

When it comes to voicing concerns or requesting permission.
Something, That would not hurt any of you men to learn.
Stop allowing your pride to make your deathbed from unneeded stress.

She results to being apparently "toxic." Learn to accept no. Rejection will always follow where acceptance decides to depart from cruelty of human nature. Everything and everyone will not accept you as it comes. Naturally.
  Abuse is confused for love
and blinding by confusing PTSD
My sisters, are we right for this?

Now....
If I said this
in the body of a woman, instead of temporary one I am residing
would I be still be deemed as overly emotional or too sensitive?

I believe this is not the case on any standpoint.


Women rights have restored more peace through communication than wars.
Women rights have saved more lives than doctors.
Women's Rights are protecting more children than financially dependent parents desperately enough, whom use a child's life as a pawn. Chest of life, twisted game at that, where everyone has to play and have FUN but minimum strategies to accommodate keeping the Queen protected
from all vile forms of danger threatening to her presence?
The audacity to fail in many life times.
When will we learn?
We should not devalue our precious treasures.

I ask of you
My sisters are we right?

Swinging with flow of time
Building chains of memories
Ambitions giving me aspirations for flight!

Choking on fears.
Fighting for oxygen.
Bringing my eyes
all in view once never seen.
My voice has no power
Questionable feelings, no power to scream.
The need to breathe
Nothing more than
product of a dream.
Scratches running down my arm
Numbing my body.
Silhhouette of the beast
Disturbing my peace
Trying to consume my soul
Unobtainable in solace
Reality repeats, all is lawless
I am motionless in
an unstable transition.
The world of the in between
The dead and the living.
Vulnerable in astral world
Connection to ancestors in deep sleep
The past or the future of possibilities.
My essence roams freely.
Disconnection from all of me.
I can't feel you there.
Where are you?!

Your face highlighted with

joy, embraces me,  like a sweater made with love.

The ascension, fufills  my needs in our quest.

Together. We are forever immortal!

These very vices do not understand the real me.

Clearly, I say this with surpressed liberation from reality.

I feel like only he's the one that truly understands

Reaching a place far
beyond my breaking point
I'm in the middle of nowhere
Trying my best to recover it all.
My efforts were absolute meaningless
Perhaps, I am not good enough
I am not perfect but you made me believe so.
I will never come back home.
I never want to leave either.
Where will we go?
If I decided to never come back home?

The winter time air was heavy, harsh, and the roughness filling my lungs with bitterness of the cold that could be felt within my bones.  The rays from the sun bleed color into my world of gray.

Peace, love, all that amounts to sustainable tranquility. Running through fields of countless, questionable intangible emotions, plummeting through the depths of my own conflicting mind. All seemed meaningless, the very things sought to reward myself with some sort of relief from the unbreakable pain.
The shadows closed in around me, and it appears that I've reached the end of my journey without a treasure to claim!

  A mere "soulvenier" of my accomplishments, a reflection of strength and admiration towards mending broken promises that took pieces of me to defy obstacles... OBSTACLES... that challenged me to my breaking point... On play,  pause, and repeat
in order to change!
Was it not good enough?
Was my efforts not good enough?

Looking in the mirror, questioning my identities, searching restlessly, longing internally, in another perspective
my efforts were in vain....


The world calls me by this name... (Matthew, who is this you speak of with a wretched tongue?  The makings of a  man you wish to know?)

A name.... which is meaningless to uphold
Where will it all go from here?
If I left everything behind?

I hate the feelings I normally get.
Sometimes, I find myself absorbed in moments of regret
I hate all those moments, where I made you feel like s*
You remember it now, cause I swear on all that's mine,
I'll never forget!
All I can do now, is unwind my mind, trust in the divine
everything will restore order to time.

Art is my universal love language.
I speak it. I create it. I live it!
Contribute to the greater good.
Evil cannot suffice my intentions.

I follow the code
You already kno
I be quick with it
Like I gotta get it and go...
Hard hitter like head shot.
Flying high. Spacebound. Trippin on Moonrocks.
Big bang. Black super sayian Thrill seeker.
For the **** Go hard as the Game its all gucci gang,
Aura stays lit. Go up in smoke.
Tra la hierba. **** a hater.  I'll make you a believer.
get your grind up My power level maxed out Gogetta!



I cannot *** with no man
That has no love for his child
My boy is the reason I PUT IN MILES
I laugh, I live and love to make ppl smile
Live your life right or swim in denial
Suffocating for everything I wanted to be!!
For the long run, From childhood to now
I followed the code the G
You progress or you fail It all setbacks on repeat!
I did this, for the fact I needa release!
Play with my fire Like a ***** wont bring the Heat!
Eat. Sleep. **** the beat.
R.i.p to all that noise
Faded in smoke
it's all Resting in peace
Memurized from the last moments of magical memories.
Pray for restoration from the mayhem
manipulated by aspects misery
Make connections I am one wit tetris. Dom't you dare **** with me
Anybody, i show love to publicily
I swear MOST OF YALL, swear you're bllndly following freely, I am no leaader
Ya'll help leading me, I'll be ****** if another leaves with no wings.
Everything aligns in order I am organizing an assembly!
Thank god for Demi Lovato,
for bringing me for my eyes to see
the Demi God in one as me!

[Chorus]
I follow the code
Never needed yo vote
May the universe be with you
for ******, be doing most.
You already kno
I be quick with it
Like I gotta get it and go...
Super sonic. Mind infused to the cosmic
Hard hitter like head shot. Do what I gotta
do  for all my people.
Big bang. Black super sayian. I'm-a Thrill seeker.
For the **** Go hard as the Game its all gucci gang,
get your grind up. Before your time's up!!!!

[verse 2]
I'll spill blood for protection of every child's name
My chaos is controlled. I'll have you hooked. it's melodic
I am a burning phoenix, get wrapped in phonics
Think twice,it's all phenomenal, it's a process!
Don't rush your time...
Enjoy and relish
in my boy's progress.
**** my existence? I'm just living.
Why you easily offended
by misleading contents?
Take it out of element
Exploit Different contexts!
You got this baby boy, baby girl.
Don't rush it, it's no contest
I am not giving in to the evil.
**** the nonsense, from a Dr...we learned
I have no sense-sircenely
My reflection can't mirror me!
Superior-supposedly, not intimidated by inferiority.
Change your ****. Make your move. Do things differently.
Cold as fire. No Ice. May lost souls wondering find liberty.
Infinity can go in for me, I'll show you all, there's nothing that limits me!

[Chorus]
I follow the code
You already kno
I be quick with it
Like I gotta get it and go...
Hard hitter like head shot.
Flying high. Spacebound. Ya'll be Trippin over Moonrocks.
Big bang. Black super sayian .
Tell Isaiah, his daddy is a Thrill seeker.
For the ****! Go hard as the Game, its all gucci gang!
**** a hater. I am a magician.  I'll make you a believer.
My power level is over 9000 maxed out Gogetta!


[verse 1 Descovia]
I cannot *** with no man
That has no love for his child
My boy is the reason I PUT IN MILES
I laugh, I live and love to make ppl smile
Live your life right or drown in denial
Suffocating for everything I wanted to be!!
From childhood to now
I followed the code the G
You progress or you fail It's
all setbacks on repeat!
I did this, for the fact I needa release!
Play with my fire
Like a ***** wont bring the Heat!
Eat. Sleep. **** the beat.
Faded in smoke
it's all Resting in peace
Memurized from the last moments of magical memories.
Pray for restoration from the mayhem
manipulated by aspects misery
Make connections I am one wit tetris. Don't any of you.
DARE **** WITH ME.
Anybody, i show love to publicily
I swear MOST OF YALL, swear you're bllndly following freely, I am no leaader
Ya'll help leading me, I'll be ****** if another soul leaves without their wings.
Everything aligns in order I am organizing an assembly!
Thank god for Demi Lovato,
for bringing me for my eyes to see
the Demi God in one as me!

[Chorus]
I follow the code
Never needed yo vote
May the universe be with you
for ******, be doing most.
You already kno
I be quick with it
Like I gotta get it and go...
Super sonic. Mind infused to the cosmic
Hard hitter like head shot. Do what I got to  for all my people.
We gotta eliminate all the evil
Big bang. Black super sayian. When I am gone.
Tell Isaiah, his daddy is-a Thrill seeker.
For the **** Go hard as the Game its all gucci gang,
get your grind up. Before your time's up!!!!

[verse 2]
I'll spill blood for protection of every child's name
My chaos is controlled. I'll have you hooked. it's melodic
I am a burning phoenix, get wrapped in phonics
Think twice,it's all phenomenal, it's a process!
Don't rush your time...
Enjoy and relish
in my boy's progress.
**** my existence? I'm just living.
Why you easily offended
by misleading contents?
Take it out of element
Exploit Different contexts!
You got this baby boy, baby girl.
Don't rush it, it's no contest
I am not giving in to the evil.
**** the nonsense, from a Dr...we learned
I have no sense-sincerely
My reflection can't mirror me!
Superior-supposedly, not intimidated by inferiority.
Change your ****. Make your move. Do things differently.
Cold as fire. No Ice. May lost souls wondering find liberty.
Infinity can go in for me, I'll show you all, there's nothing that limits me!

Everybody want the spotlight
Don’t show off just for the highlights
Punk fool packing fire
in a fist fight
I am the flame that is no lie
I am flashing like a drive by
Playin games wit mortal life
shyyyyt ain’t wise!
Bella, never take my advice
Now she Searching for
a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight!
I’ll have you seeing stars
trying to get your **** right!


Now say what you want
about me by any and all means
But mess with the kids dreams
I am unleashing spirit
bombs and death beams!
Every day I feel myself going
Super sayian sage mode
Kids before everything else
that’s the way! I’ll die by the G code!
Mind racing like a highway
Thoughts and emotions
On the same goal
I got so much to lose
and I know what’s in my control
Take a chance like a free throw
I gotta make the goal or
they take another toll
Another loss
Another miss
Never wanna hear em say
Momma, Dadda never did this
What parent wanna hear momma,
Daddy never did ****!!?


Everybody want the spotlight
Don’t show off for the highlights
Punk fool packing fire
in a fist fight
I am the flame that is no lie
I am flashing like a drive by
Playin games wit mortal life
shyyyyt ain’t wise!
Bella, never take my advice
Now she Searching for
a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight
Searching for a star in the twilight!
I’ll have you seeing stars
trying to get your **** right!

Apparently, when it rain it pours.

I am still the one she will always adore.

You can be anything you wish

Believe in yourself, with no worries to limits.

I make a difference in this world

Just with my existence.

This is my life. My story.

I will keep (writing) living it!

The sun got me feeling defeat
I cannot get any relief
There's freaking no love in these streets
Mind over matter, it matters to see
every single one of you eat.
Be comfortable to make your bread and cheese
To death with my inner peace
Before I spell another lie, let it be
I'm going through gears to stay solid, to not crumble!
My name is not to walk on, it's not stairs or concrete.
You can run that on REPEAT.
I may lose focus of topic but I stay on beat!
Sad how some of you look at other or myself
as a piece of meat!
I will give anything for my beliefs.
An arm. A leg. Shoulders. My head.
I promise my son he
got nothing more to lose
other than his baby teeth.
Let that sit and sink in your heart.
I hope all of this hits hard and deep.
I have no issue with Karma
I will be ****** all honor
Before you dread another soul to reap.
Resisting Everything Accepting Peace
It's all a matter of what you perceive
I rather give love for, the universe
returns everything you put into energy to receive
I got enough people living out here
thinking they should call it quits and leave.
You could remove Excalibur from the rock
and bring the evil down to it's knees.
You know what it felt like
Running out of clues
When the Blues seep
and we thought we lost Steve!?
Your family won't be only ones devastated
You better in the name of all GODS
YOU BETTER believe!

Togetherness.

Each other. Love thy neighbor and honor him/her them accordingly.

In complete unison
we stand, with stronger chances against the fall of the world.

The only means for survival
depends on the quality of our connections and commitment.

The love you have for understanding, appreciating, learning and growing with others more than on a physical level.

We can rebuild our home through revived hopes and disconnected dreams.

In another mindful confession. It may be true blood, is thicker than water.

Nothing else matters, and is sweet like victory, if I flow with you!

It does not matter how many times, it takes you to start over
Keep yourself going forward, as life was designed for you to do so.

Continue going until, it takes you to get your errors correct.
You might have to move obstacles and clear your path.

No journey, pleasant as it may be, will ever be fair. You do not have to bring difficulties to yourself. It's all on your choices, for it to be easy.

We are part of a learning, growing, evolving and loving experience to continue to impact others in meaningful methods.

A life is not a pile of unwanted vegetables.

It blossoms more truth than any fruit ever desired.

Suicide or death does not deserve you, as your life is treasure and you should value it!

The candle flame flickered wildly.  The room was cold and dark. My phone was set to silent. My mind went blank only for mere seconds before designing a way to breach connections to a realm other than we reside. Between the living and the dead.

The times where your name crossed over and dragged my thoughts down. The pain made me resilient in gaining answers. Mysteries and traditional methods applied to ritual, required my full focus from "spirit energy.

I gripped onto my chains and prayed to myself in silence. Coldness stung my heart and my eyes filled with warm tears. The moment my vision became nearly blurred from nonstop flow heavy, numbing and pain riddled tears.

"Ali......"

A sharp inhale filled my lungs, my eyes wanted to explode! Emotions never meant to be release, I fall until I sink deeply. The whiteness of this bright light intensifies, humming of angels in a harmonic choir grew inhumanly loud. I cannot any longer hear the sounds of life on earth. My suffering was finally giving me a break, I prayed for. I screamed to the skies of heaven, willing to destroy my own self-composed hell. I am my own hell.  I did everything, my tears, my pain, blood would not honor you or bring you back if it was in vain.

No te apresures,Bebe
(Don't rush your time. Baby girl)


Yo nunca me ire,soy todo de ti
Que hizo feliz a tu madre
("I am never gone. I am everything of you.
That made you happy with your mother")


The image of this eloquent woman with tears in her eyes, embracing an angel with an amazingly beautiful presence and energy strong enough to burn unholy souls. In mere moments, the woman and angel whom came into focus with the use of my magical eye. Disappeared with a wave of light appearing to wash over the entire place. Everything wiped away and myself left untouched. Confused with more uncertainty than ever before. It was decided to not question upon it. Something told me to burn the note completed for her. Then pray for her good into the universe. It will listen...

Never stop remembering. Your father loves you. He will always be there with you. Your relationship with him. Never ended. It changed forms. The love never dies. He is your angel. Allow him to guide you.... You cannot fly without wings. Don't rush your time.....Don't rush your time.....Don't rush your time. Keep fighting. Keep fighting..you will win. The right forces are by your side....I....
we.....BELIEVE IN YOU!!


No te apresures,Bebe

"I will **** you" was the last message of fiery, she sent to me.


For this spell conjured by one whom is not fit for that power. You seek guidance, you don't even desire pity. Now, that is pitiful. In comparison to the words you cast, fail to place me in a pit at all,  words fill an empty void, people of different intentions
threaten with worse and proved throughout time to promise much more.

"If you must threaten my life" to achieve victory status in a discussion, or provoke me into residing in silence.

Apparently, my words had enough effect with or without magic, to rattle over 7 trillion nerves, you have.

What is a hunter, without the tools to hunt?

Do not lose sight of your light, wondering after me in the dark.

I wield my words carefully, needless to say. You could learn so much from me.

I could teach you a thing or two about using a sword.

How not to cut off your own hands

or tongue for any matter...

Allow your words to radiate
You are bright
You are glowing

Why is it tho?
Why is it the sun
Finds away through my concealments?
In order to reach me.

Why is that?
No matter, where I reside in solitude or darkness....

The light finds a way to me.
Determined as many truths.

The light reaches you. No matter where you wonder. You are light.

The heart of a champion
Fights within all of us.
Holding the walls up to
a very important foundation
Beating and staying strong
in the process of survive and elimination

For as you see
There's more to courage
Than being fearless.
Having muscles of an avenger.
Having victory every time
does not make you a winner.

Even when the challenge has to be faced.
Being submissive or dominant will not matter
until you  accept the lessons provided from the teachings.

For every drop of blood.
For every drop of sweat.
For every tear, may it be out of pain or joy.
Purifies the soul!
Releash all to the power of
a miraculous cleansing ritual
Your strength restored to
continue on for many moons.

The time will come
Where my words will
forever remain as unforbidden memories
Left by those that remember
me from our legacy in creation.
Wielding the pen is a concept
a complex human as myself
will never achieve the skill-set to master.
It's a calling for me to wield justice and harmony
My time to equip the sword, will be my destiny soon.
I'm not afraid of the battle ahead.
I have slayed demons stronger than my own
Fought against my alter ego and argued with my conscious for answers
Witnessed guardian angels endure tragic falls.

The pen is mightier than the sword
The sword completes the point and cuts down the objective differently
I am not afraid to die protecting the world I love
It's all a cost for new age peace & awakening on the other side
I will not continue a cycle of hatred!
_ I love every part of you and it's worth fighting for_

Snacks
Smack
Stacks
Short ones at that.
It's all I need straight facts

Your kisses revives my fading light.

Your eyes resonate with brilliance and admiration.

Your voice is a melody in my head, I hope never ends.

You are the music to my soul and you're the beautiful symphony, enhancing and strengthens my heartbeat.

My soul longs for you. A vision of pleasure. Peaceful to bring tears of happiness to my eyes. Through wellness and sickness.  You're never alone.

My words wish not to entice you, but I'm alue to embrace you. My words are not the only things, I will present in disposal to love and celebrate you.

I wish not to tie or clip your wings.
I love you from the moment I watched you fall.
Sorcery and fairy-tales, charms and magic spells.
I'll make home anywhere with you. Heaven or hell.
The shining star of day arise, until the moon calls for you at night.
You're my everything and you give me flight.

As I lay here thinking of you
All my thoughts grey and blue
I wish I could see you, I wish I could.
Then maybe my life could be understood
But still I'm down thinking of you


Eye for an eye
Heart for a heart.
Tooth for a tooth
Wondering in consistent circles
I am running and ripping myself apart.
I only want to be part of thoughts
That gave me peace to
live for my truths.
It's all in living color.
Yet, I feel grey and only see blue.
I have a reason to hold my head up
Although I am down in my
feelings, thinking of how much
I am missing you.

Cassandra & Descovia
08/03/2022

Feeling the gravitational pull of the forces surrounding my essence.

My deities answered my calling to ascend, to become transformed, and accepted my offering! Provided nourishment in blessings, from other dimensions!

Received from my moment of profound meditation.

Deep mysteries of the unknown sleeping in space, aligns truth within the constellations revealing reminders this is nothing more than a illusion.


Deceived by moral corruption in mystifying concepts.

Is fiction reality? What is
considered intangible, and understandable?

When will it all make sense?

We spiral in the formation of our galaxy.

In which expectations are countless, but are not in field of our control.

As we wait for time to bring us home

Tragedies will arrive and depart

Just like the problem(s) you did not ask for.

A solution(s) never fails to assist the occasion

Life will always have a way.

Many of us roam with our hearts in sought to venture the depth of oceans.

Vast and filled with findings, levels, people residing in this plane of existence. Memorable journeys and mesmerizing behind a veil of contained universal mysteries connection to space.

We are the light, glorious and outstanding! Similar in everyway to stars in the twilight sky.

Cosmic-Interstellar travel going beyond the breach of physical contact, where you are unable to pinpoint my location by satellite, my destination is unknown, and my destiny is unlived.


Impossibilities lay before Alchemist and Magic-users who struggle with the tyrant of troubles, trying to conserve rightful properties, successful in connecting with me on elemental or technological based-search.  My soul and mind are entwined as one being, freedom from the alias of my former-self, exploring collected spiritual gatherings.

A drift in a place where dreams are not product of mere imagination.
Channeling forces to conjure my energy.
Spells without meaning. Words without definition.
The feeling of feeling... is not complete with all amiss.


Can you hear me? Although my voice is not strong in this void?
Distortion warps sounds in and out
_ Life not in place of beginning. My death is not the end._

Behind the walls of my mind

Feeling lost in it all, dumbstruck with anguish

Condemned to suffer out of sight

searching for hope in a labyrinith

While putting on this facade everything's alright.

Don't take anything personally.
Take responsibility and accountability.
Do not carry grudges.
Carry God's prayer.
Do not pray for an enemies downfall.
Pray for peace to be restored.
Don't give up.
Have faith in yourself
Your emotions determines the outcome of your reality.
Let God handle all.