On the horse of vanity doth ride
Human heart adorned with pride

Pavin

Serene are the stars
that lights the past
Timeless, a love
held close to the heart

"Hey, God, why has my life been such a disaster?"

"Are you judging it by your failures or your achievements?"

i say
"i don't care"
like it's a piece of armour --
almost like if i say it
enough
itll become
true.

but my soul,
it still aches.
in the middle of the
darkness,
in the silence,
it remebers
what my mouth
tries to forget.

i don't care.
but only
out loud,
the rest of me
still cares --
in the darkness,
and in the silence.

peach to red to white
the colors change each night
but oh,
how i long for the white
on my skin
in my heart
the lines are my life
yet they fade