Day - Hello Poetry

Day May 2019

I tasted you,
but then I came to the realization
that paying for my demise
made me
a poor* ******* idiot.

*literally

#smoke #love #humor

Day May 2019

Racing arms and angry sneakers
in a concrete hallway -
my heart beat.

I can't feel my feet.

"This is the floor." I tell myself,

in auto speak.

Who are you?

I am running.

I can't tell if this one will make sense to anyone but me.

#self #searching

Apr 2019

Angel

It’s You

You bite the bullet and hold the gun
But you stand in front of the mirror all day
Acting stunned

Day Apr 2019

what is never ending but never enough?

~
Time
~
How she loves
to disappear.

#time #thoughts

Day Apr 2019

Mom said

"Don't be Day, she acts like the devil." to my sis,
but, I have never felt Satan's dark and humid kiss.
Only to myself, have I attempted to be true.
So, a message to little sister , "Please, just be you."

I need to be writing. Time slips by me, but I am trying to scoop it up again. Re-finding the things that drive me to be alive is truly a neverending adventure.

#family #expression #individual

Apr 2019

Empire

Confident

I don't know where it came from
But today
I woke up
And something was different
I felt good
Confident
And I haven't felt that
In a very
Tragically
Long time

I've never felt so excited to spend a day being me

#confidence

Day Apr 2019

trapped

No reason to stay,
but no place to go.
P l e a s e, go away,
I wanna lay low.
"Can't stop", they say.
Whatever, I know.
Day after day,
the clock's running slow.
Got bills to pay,
turn this body on auto.

#alone #depression