But there's an other world
The one that I always want
Where I can free myself
Who hide in my shadows
Everyday walking
with the light
That world
Is like a dream
Where everything
Doesn't last long

Laying on the floor,
She slowly puts her hand
On her muddled head
And pats it while shaking

Why?

Have you ever stare
At your own reflection
And blame yourself
for everything
Because you are you?

They are monsters,
Or sometimes
a poison in disguise

In silence,
I shall die

I always thought
It's supposed to
Make me feel hushed and alive
But why do I start to feel
like dying?