"You cut out a piece of me
and now i bleed internally
left here without you...
without you...
and it hurts for me to think about
what life could possibly be like without you...
without you...
it's gon' be hard here on my own
and even harder to let you go
i really wish that we, could've got this right..."

"there's things i want to say to you, but i'll just let you live...
there's things i want to talk about, but better not to give...
but if you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did..."

"a
b
c
d
e
f
g
h
i
love you still
and you know i always will"

the days i felt the warmth of your skin accidentally grazing against mine

when you used to call me darling.....

when i would look into your eyes and feel anything other than pain...

when i still remembered the sound of your voice..

when we gave selflessly without a thought of what would be returned...

when we felt everything...

when we felt things together...

when we were a we...not a you and me...

divisi...

when the "little things" weren't little...trivial..

when nothing went unnoticed...

from the subtlest of sighs when no one else is looking to the grandeur of passionate embraces...

twirling beneath the summer sun, falling leaves, or drifting snowflakes..

when we supported each other...

when we forgave and let go...

when we understood..

and we wanted it to last forever..

but that was forever ago...