You pull me
out through my eyes
tie me in a knot
and claim it a surprise.
You hand me back
and call it a bow
do you realise
you're playing
with my soul?

Fiddling with
your guitar and your words
I sit, transfixed
bumbling out in slurs
as your fingers bind
mine only unfurl
you are the only boy
and I am the only girl

I'm Jealous of your cat
and the shirt you're in
they get your kisses
they get your skin
you probably laugh inside
watching the mess I'm in

I'll take it all
my emotions are ****
your presence my water
your laughter my food
I will drown happily
and swallow it all unchewed.

It will never end,
It will
never
ever
end!

The distance between
my heart and my head
Is growing
still
The land between us
ensured it
until
...
I came across a tiny trace
any dust remaining
lingering in your space
I
envy
your memory!
Allowing you to forget.
Mine washes over me
soaking into my bed

I
must now
walk until I die
further and further
into the darkest sky
where you're face
blends
in
to my breath

*Letting go until theres nothing left

The house with no door

But two windows

Welcomes only those

Who understand curtains

The path leads to weeds

The garden is on the roof

To enjoy in my lies

First you must face my truth

Chimney smoking ***

The oven full of grease

Sheets of stained carpet

Carpet made of fleece

If you are still willing

To hack, climb, draw

Inside but a laughing face

Starfished on the floor.

The words don't come
not for lack of depth
The expression, unlikely
worlds apart, paper and mind.
Its like pulling out
a silver thread made
of a moment.
Stretching it out in
trying to describe.
it turn destroys
the light itself.
No one can crawl in
I can barely see out
The effects, astounding.
As a warmth covers me
and wraps around
my spine.
Apparently my eyes twinkle
but that's just  a reflection
of the vibrant love
of life.

Beneath my shoe a face
your face
to be honest.
I stepped on it long ago
when we
were a we
not a you and I.
You
and
I
worlds apart now go.
but I am
truly
sorry
I should probably
lift my foot now.