In the deep Blue distance I see you standing there.
       Looking fabulous as always in your black wife beater.
               I can smell your scent, and feel your taste on my lips even though its been weeks since our last embrace.
                                    Knowing I must ingrave our infrequent encounters deep in my flesh so that I dont forget you.
                                       It was quite cruel to allow me to love you then abandon my existence like smoke in the wind.
                                         My tears ignite the fire and I go up in flames while you lust for social attention at my expense.
                                                 Anyone can see my pain is fatal, but you... you just write it off.
               You mockingly laugh at me and scold me like a whip to a horse.
                                       The whips sting and eventually I become numb while you continue to batter me with your frozen tongue.

For me loving you was easy, it was as natural as  the seasons changing.
                          The roots needed for life are severed and forever dead.
                                    The parameters you allowed me were scarce at best.
                                            Having left me with no means to sustain life I must say goodbye now.

To the greatest love I never knew. I wish you well
                     Signed:
                     Lost but not found