Am
I
wrong
to
love
you
Every man
I meet
is nothing
but a shadow
of you
Every laugh
every touch
every word
reminds me
I can’t
I won’t
I don’t
have you
It’s not distance
It’s terror
If you see me
really see me
I’ll destroy
us
before you can
I want you
so much
it hurts
it twists
my chest
my stomach
my head
into fire
You deserve
everything
I can’t give
anything
I can’t
I won’t
I shouldn’t
So I watch
I wait
I rot
I burn
I ache
I bleed
quietly
alone
Even in silence
I burn for you
Even in stillness
I am empty
Even in the ache
I still want you
I still need you
I still love you
And it
kills
me
what do we think?