Confessions of Aggression

Confessions of Aggression Jan 2022

One am
They take off
I’m turning away
The heavy withdrawal
Feeling down in the dumps
Like unfulfilled waste
The night eclipsed me
So, I wait in this dingy place
Tears scratch
Facile but still holding on
Heavy hearted & completely deserted
I'm a Blue downcast
On a somber cold night
Weeping & strolling home slow,
Teardrops gush & drench the alleyway,
Deaf & hot-headed,
Unalarmed of the time & place,
So delicate & vulnerable,
Unsafe & unstable,
Fanatically out in the open,
I’m so dim & run-down,
So, buried & exposed,
I'm waiting for a train,
But it doesn't come,
I'm waiting for someone,
But they are never coming.

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Confessions of Aggression Jan 2022

Bewitched Spin

She grew to adore
The soothing sound
Of her lonely thoughts
Out of nowhere
He runs
Just in time
Before doors closed
She was so unsure
But hoped he would
Their eyes linger
Their heads lean into each other
She feels eyes on them now
If only their lips could touch
So compelling
Not a thought but a feeling
If any doubt she knew now
He made the ride worth wild
This was the first time
Having faith that this won’t be
The last time

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The Clock and the Dagger

Secluded
Lost in a Trance
I never want to Wake Up
Unlatch or Wear Me Out
Fascination all around
Immersed
Unwrap me or Throw Me Away
I'm Dying to Bring to Light
What's on the tip of my tongue
Simulation Under wraps
Hush, Hush
Broadcast of the Night
Bare all Night
Confined in a Castle in the Air
Call it a Daydream or a Pie in the Sky
Just Store me
Release me on a Lonely Night
This is my Sacred Word
My Promissory Note

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Secrets in Between

You
hold
rare
things
the
secrets
in
between

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Amore

Becoming colorless
And all communal
I wish you would go south & Slam
Vanish & scram town
So vain, high, & mighty
I wanna sneak away
Maybe even storm out
Compose & Dream up
So, I’ll have to steal away madness
Withdraw & leave a wound
Wear & Tear through the pigment
Kiss it goodbye
I’ll cut & run so fast
Just to strengthen & brighten
No single civil will get one glimpse
Interesting & disappearing
The Slow & Steady
Ditchin & Bleachin
Now you wanna Back Out
While I Watch you Wash Out
Since I’m feeling you Fade Out
Vamonos ready for a Blow Out
Yeh, this is my Hurl Amore

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The Cancer

You are a movie I keep watching,
To feel again,
Gazing and gazing over and over again,
You are my favorite movie on repeat,
A plot that ends in a blink of an eye
An uneasy chill down my spine,
You are a ghost from my past,
A missing memory,
An unsolved puzzle,
I'm forever dazed in a maze,
Forever a broken damaged record,
Blind in a labyrinth of passageways,
Rolling, blazing, and boiling down a flight of stairs,
You will never cure me,
For I am forever
Interrupted & corrupted.

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You Are Only Human

You forget as easily as forgetting an umbrella on a train
You were double-dealing
You were forced to discover
Nothing fades when the door is forced closed
You see the parts that would bore you
Because they would bore me too
So, you visualize & visualize sometimes
Sagas that run off the page
The only way you can cross the line
Because you are human
And you desire what you cannot have
You realize what you have money cannot buy
But still, you wonder & wonder
Because you are only human
Still, you have everyone convinced
You have told lies on top of lies that now
Somehow seem true
Everyone is so convinced
But what if the joke is on you?
So, you keep your hands tied as long as you can
Hoping all of this will be worth the time
But God holds your truth tight
The only one who knows
What is authentic & pure.

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