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ClawedBeauty101 Jan 2019
I've been fighting with the monsters and demons that were hiding under my bed

•☆• What? Rest now?•☆•

OF COURSE NOT! Because I know they will only return if I do...
...I miss sleeping... but I gotta do what I can keep my mind pure and on the truth..
ClawedBeauty101 Jan 2019
I am awake... Dont think I'm sleeping in peace

How can I when the silence is devouring my ears like a feast

I cant scream back at it... I can't slam it again my wall

I'm shaking... I'm trying to fight it as it yells out my flaws

I no longer welcome the night...  it is no longer a time to rest

But moment to cruel up to avoid falling to temptations pest

I was doing pretty good.... but I guess time has begun its torment

I cant talk to anyone... I've been left in phsysical isolation

I have been fighting, dont think I haven't

The battle has been going on for far too long... I hope it wouldn't

I've blocked as many lies as I could...

I've slayed many doubts like I said I would

But now I've been slaughtered in a weak spot in my armor

And now I'm down... bleeding... starring face to face with deaths color

So now I'm ready to take my last breath and welcome the silence's abuse

So tell them that I love them and good bye for me... because this princess has to loose

Because in order to end silence's rule... it has to think it has won

So welcome the image of a ****** beaten body, for it's just a weak shell... Guilt is no living fun...
I swear... I will come back stronger someday... and I will scream so loudly in Silence's stupid face...
ClawedBeauty101 Jan 2019
《▪》
》¤▪¤■¤▪¤《
《¤▪Depression▪¤》

《¤▪RULES▪¤》

《¤▪Under▪¤­》

《¤▪Guilt's▪¤》

《¤▪Gruesome▪¤》

《¤▪Eternal▪¤》
­♤
《¤▪Dominion▪¤》
》¤▪¤■¤▪¤《
《▪》
...so never get under the influence of it's false hope and lies that come straight from hell...
  Jan 2019 ClawedBeauty101
Hunger
>>>>>SILENCE<<<<<
>>>>>TRACES<<<<<
>>>>>EVERY<<<<<
>>>>>PERSON<<<<


U
HAVE
BEEN
WARNED
Its there u just cant hear it....
ClawedBeauty101 Jan 2019
Listen... I said I was

•F• alling Apart
•I• nsecure
•N• eglected
•E• mpty

So if I say that I'm •FINE•.... I'm •FINE•... I'm not lying to you...
Its just some are too stupid to realize what the word •FINE• actually means...
ClawedBeauty101 Jan 2019
•}☆{•

•☆•Gently •☆•

•☆• Observing •☆•

•☆•The•☆•

•☆•HOPELESS•☆•

•}☆{•
OR THE HOPEFUL
...
Having a hard time finding that right now...
Pathetic right?
ClawedBeauty101 Jan 2019
I have tally marks slice all up my wrist
My arm, and my legs, a lined up list

Each ****** carving is a count
For every heart stabbing doubt

Short cuts arent always the answer
But neither are banaged broke bridges

I have counted how many times I've be slaughtered
I've kept track, the scars should prove it

Hiding the ****** count is as difficult as hiding a murdered body

We cover it with long sleeves and jeans...
And even when people see them, 99% of them dont give a dang

....Very few have said anything
...and those who have...
I know truly love .e til the very day I die....

It's time to stop counting...
And time to start looking up a d walking forward

And let the scars show
Yes they are a reminder of the pain
But also a reminder of
WHAT I AM FIGHTI F AGAINST TO BE!!!!
.....the words will always hurt more the  the blade...
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