I hold it in
All the screaming, crying, misery
Have to be strong
Keep the focus
Be the pillar
I am the child but only in age

I just wanna let go
Scream, cry, collapse
Want to be held
Please someone hold me
Let me be weak
I am the child but only in age

Dear grandma moon
Lend me your wisdom
Give me the courage
To follow my heart
And walk my path

Dear grandma moon
Listen to my whisper
Help me see clearly
In this moment of despair
Where I don’t know my way

Dear grandma moon
I look to you now
Wondering how you do it
Staying so peaceful and wise
In this world of chaos

Dear grandma moon
Help me release stagnated energy
Guide me to my healing
And to my inner peace
Let me grow in your light

Dear grandma moon
I feel the fog surrounding me
I see your love shining through
I know you see my fight
Embracing me softly

Dear grandma moon
The time is now
For me to step into my light
For my heart to feel loved
Bless me with you energy

Everything changes
Winter cold and grey
Turn into blossoming spring
Flowers dance in colorful rainbows
As the sun smiles warmly

Everything changes
Spring mild and sweet
Turn into heated summer
Deep green trees offer shade
As the sun burns brightly

Everything changes
Summer wild and free
Turn into golden autumn
Crispy wind fills the air
As the sun retreats slowly

Everything changes
Autumn fresh and kind
Turn into hibernated winter
Frozen crystals cover everything
As the sun hides behind clouds

And so like the seasons
I change and shed my skin
From winter to spring
From spring to summer
From summer to autumn
From autumn back to winter

Everything changes
Yet something stay the same
My beating heart
Spreading love and light
No matter the season