Time for a feast
she looked over and exclaimed
oh my! look at that fat ugly cow
sitting here
I much prefer goats
Are vows, declarations not allowed?
I left the table sad
went outside
staring at the  butterfly
sitting on my nose

“It’s there.”

“It’s where?”

“It’s there.”

She’s pointing at my
hair.

“What’s there?”

“Your fear, it’s
hiding behind
your hair.”

“I do not fear.”

“Yes, you lie.”

“I do not lie.”

“It's there, hidden
behind
your eyes.”

Set the doll
aside?

Mark my words, 
Tear them to shreds,
Slivered, gilded and etched,
Stretched out on my sleeve,
Where all to see,

Some writ or some ditty,
Character flaws,
Dumb, dazed, flights of fancy,
For all your deaf egos, 
Let me finish a **** sentence,

can you see me
can you hear me
because im sinking
under the waves of stress
drowning
in my own sea of depression
save me
cause i know only you can do it
so save me
and heal me

my boys are growing older
I drift toward the end
the silence is eternal
silence be my friend

some good things for them
souped up 72
European cities
Carolina blue

                  New!

fall on me
tell me
everything you wnt me to be
forever in you
forever in me
for everything

i want you to be
everything youve always wanted to be
cause you are you
i am me
so lets be what we were made to be

old samurai sits
riverbank gently flowing
stream katana drops