I'm going now,
you can call me
at the number
here.
I am one with the
once me never
again remembered.
I'm the mother, the
grandmother and
the, now, widow.
Whoever said i should
give thanks left no
calling card.
No hello, no goodbye,.
Buddha, he of no
regrets, spent his
life ignoring the pain
of even the women.
He did not say give
thanks, he said be
still. For eight
years he sat.
Christ said He was
not of this world, so
no wisdom from
the Christian Miracle
of the World. He is not
talking to me now.
The Rabbi stays alone
In a Shtetl, or however
it is spelled.
I lived sans companion,
no being to give me
permission to inhabit
this or any body.
My music
was lost. I played songs
over your name.
I dont know what
that means
My love.
I lay in
this tangle of
placques
and convolutions
on the grass
of your words.
You tell me
now
that love always
was your
Song.
Caroline Shank
11.8.2024