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Caroline Shank Jul 2024
A Prayer
I guess this is me trying to fight for what I want and believe in. Me trying to seek my own personal happiness and closure in the midst of this madness I find myself. Karma truly is a b*tch (apologies for my language)

Whatever your decision is I shall respect it but do not keep the idea that I am out to hurt you. You have done me no wrong


Merciful God, Encore

Take away the sins of my soul…

Relieve me from the insolence of
Believing.  Place Your hand
above me.

Reiterate in me the determination
of eons.
Of the stars out tonight.
Romance is slow dance.
Songs
written
for women.

Moneyed men with sorry erections
pay for love in the outreaches
of their lives.

Women strum the
great sticks of unrepentance.
It is the Machine of time's
Purpose to
Let It Be…

Forcefields of recumbent
*** shrug off love.

Nettles of poetry pierce the
blank verse sold to lonely
old women who Know.

It is in the thickness of my thumb,
the unholy tool of the cellular
memory of the Child.

Give me oh Lord a sentence
to repeat.
A Mantra to quash the

Memory


Caroline Shank
7.27.24
I sit, paralyzed to your
left palm anchors.

The sounds of rushing blood

in my house of two legs
and
calloused dreams.

There is a door behind you

always.

I try to breach the walls

but

I am refused.  I only have
eyes for you,

Sunken in the brine of

pain.

God who made me

Laughed.

He sent me to you.

The deck is fractured

in sorry  pieces.

And I have a limited
     time.

Do not wish me sorrows
and plaints on Summer days
which ended in the back seat
of your 57 Chevy.

Perpetually.

I breathe

         never you.


Caroline Torpey Shank
July 12, 2025
In this circus of the mind,
you are the dreamraker, the
seller by the booth of riches.
You are the daylight’s yellows
and the blue stratum of sleep.
We knew each other in the
shadowless angle of noon,
bartered minutes, collected
seaside the shells of
poetry.  You opened the door of
tents.  The edges of the sand’s
various galleries collapsed
into rivers, opened into books.
You are the sheik of araby, the
dream-maker, the purples
mornings brush in the eyes
of wise men.

Dreams surrounded the day’s
median.  Time was, red was the
color of afternoons pressed
against us.  Now the tents
move nearer the water than
you.  The past is covered
canvas, the future is the wet
unbroken fabric of beach.

The bazaar closes, tents fold,
pictures painted on the moon’s
memory move on.  You and I
walk to the uncut littoral,
carve footprints in the cool
green silence, the first morning
of the world.


8393*


written for Bruce Nerenberg upon the completion of his PhD at UWM 8/93



rejected:   The Little Magazine  4/10/94
Colorado Review 4/30/94
The Sun  9/18/94
Cream City Review  8/20/96
The Madison Review  4/14/99
The Alabama Review


written for Bruce Nerenberg upon the completion of his PhD at UWM 8/93
Tomorrow creeps it's been
said.
I have nothing to offer as balm.

The hours tritely signal the new
est

hollow minutes.  The breeze
through my shabby thoughts
finds no place
to rest

Will there be a

another song?

Someone will sing it

so wrongly yet familiarly
time you carved

into me?⁰

Just past noon on a summer day
today  is fighting to let me go

I am trapped in a

vortex from
which I will never be let go.

I beg to be forgotten
by

you

the prying and the Poetry
I writ

before pity turned our

journey to

Salt..


Caroline Shank
July 1, 2025
Reunion

One bright day, in the middle
Of July two great loves
Got up

to Fight.

There were no more

Kisses.

One Great Love waited
while the other
Spit on his hands
      And went back to work.

It's the heat that makes me

Crazy.

I am fertilized with the
salt of years.  


I

Sadness has

Accomplish

So long ago a time.

That time has scratched

you

like a tattoo

onto the outline of my
body..

I remain in my old age

Yours to do
With me some
things

Where there is little time
for hand candy

Or

Tears.


Caroline Shank


,
There is no need to
read

here of a wasted life. The
Days slide now into the

abyss.  

Neitxche saw the walls
close in a
drugged
relevation.

I cant scream his name

Or any other.

The echo has landed
And
I am strapped to here

forever.

Oh my God I survive
and You

have

Lied to me.

Caroline Shank
6.20.25
We will Never  
win
in this our
Dream

I reach for you,
  with ribbons.

What?

favor  is THIS.

To go on?

You set this stage.

Tomorrow and tomorrow
and tomorrow

creeps in this my souls
petty pace.

All alone

I sit by the window.
The ****** wash
of resolution

Rinses

me .

Will you ever sing to me
In the
music's lowest chords?

Ever again?

A chanty…

you sing
My love.

While I Cry.

alone.

Caroline Shank
9.11.2025
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