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"Listen to elders"
I always hear here and there
"Even fools grow old"
This haiku is not meant to offend or disrespect elders. While many elders are wise and experienced, the poem serves as a reminder that critical thinking and respect should be earned, not assumed. It's a humorous reflection—not a harsh judgment.
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
there's screaming behind my skin
but nobody believes me,
I tell them that someone must have hid a body under my skin,
not dead - very alive
they tear through my skin trying to get out.
and sometimes give up
they leave me in peace for a while
only to come back when I least expect it.

The little person attacks me at night
keeping me awake
begging to be let out
I never do
and so he cries

sometimes this little person almost escapes
and out slips a word or a burst of emotion
then I push them back down
"they must have been put there for a reason?"
or so I hope.

There are times that I wonder
"Who locked this little person away?"
"Why?"
"Who is this fellow?"
but I remain ignorant to the answers

Then one night
the little person stopped begging
I asked what was different
he simply looked me in the eyes and
calmly asked why I kept myself locked away
in the dark.

I was the warden of this poor fellows prison
and I was the one who threw him there.
This poem was really hard for me to write simply because of the point of view, so my bad if it doesn't make so much sense...
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
My name, a name I've hated
for most of my life
an unnatural patchwork
the result of my family's toxicity
I got the **** end of the deal
I didn't even get a say
and they wonder why I was bullied
every **** day.

So call out my name
let it roll off your tongue
with its choppy pronunciation
and unnatural feel

I wish I were a hermit crab
so I could shed this old shell
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
The music starts, a languid, cruel design,
Your hand extends, a forced and hollow sign.
My fingers brush, a touch to endure,
Each measured step, a silent, bitter war.

Your eyes, a void where nothing gentle dwells,
Reflect the lies that this pretense compels.
A practiced smile, a whisper at the ear,
Ignites a cold and deeply buried fear.

The closeness burns, a searing, unseen flame,
Each beat a pulse that whispers out your name.
The breath, a phantom, chilling haze,
Trapped in this dance through shadowed, tangled days.

The body moves, a puppet on a string,
Resentment coils, a venomous, sharp sting.
This waltz of pain, a burden to bear,
A grim tableau, suspended in the air.

And when the song finally fades to light,
We'll break apart, into the lonely night.
The touch forgotten, the charade laid bare,
Leaving behind the ghosts of what we were.
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
You.
I have a few words for you
you snake
to have shown me such great love
to have given me what I desired,
A family
at a young age you hurt me
without a second glance
was it ignorance or stupidity
I don't care anymore
I stepped around the eggshells,
needles, and pills.
and still I loved you
all I know is the rage I feel
when I think of you,
you sickly being
how could I
have ever
called you
mom
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
I hurt you?
I dessert you?
Break you?
Make you hate you?
Sacrifice you?
Turn you?
Regret you?
What if I manipulate you?
Spurn you?
Burn you?
What if you do this to me?
But even worse...
What if I love you?
And take you back with no hesitation.
I know the risk you've done it all before
And I still cant help
But fall.
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
This is my first bad habit
to speak before I think
I've tried to iron out the kinks
but this one just wont shrink
I found a way to hide it though
although it really stinks
but the only way I **** this thing
is simply not to speak.
sorry for the inconvenience
but I refuse to let my thoughts leak
if my thoughts are what you seek
then pry me open and take a peek
however be warned
its going to take time
similar to climbing a mountain range
peak to peak
what you find might not
be what you want
so until that day I just wont speak
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
Tempting as it is I will not give in
Of course, there is no excuse.
Obliterated conscience continues to hesitate

Lapse in judgement could end it
All of it
Try as I might to stay nice
Every thing I've worked for is thrown out.
TOO LATE
 Jul 30 CantSeeMe
C J MILLER
Blood
flowing from my lips
onto my tongue
Metallic
the pain is numbing
adrenaline pumping
heart thumping
THWACK!!
my nose is broken
my anger seethes like a blister
now I'm on top
beating a drum
before I find my rhythm
I pass out and come to
on the ground
getting kicked like an animal
I manage to run -- They follow
kicking me all the way home
my demons beat me
long after its over
but they take their time
and **** me
as slow as possible
the bruises and cuts hurt much less
than what's in store for me later
because one day they'll get me
and get even
This poem is for all of the fights I never wanted to get in, for all the ones I've gone too far, and the consequences thereafter.
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