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CantSeeMe Jul 8
look at me when I'm down
and I won't drown
won't forget the past
or what has last
I won't bet with the brains in my head
but I will with eyes of breath
those ones I have
cause I know your face
more than my ways
If I was hard to find, I hope you still tried
CantSeeMe Jul 8
my eyes tell everything
that's not a thing
it's the truth it is
the kind I once missed

one look in my eyes
and I begin to smile
not out of love
no-
that's been a while
cause I don't know
how to react
it's an error in my brain
with pain just like rain

not a mask
just not used to
act
Maybe one day, my eyes smile too...
  Jul 7 CantSeeMe
LITTLESTAR
Is it possible to feel empty inside, but warm on the outside?
I am crying deep down, but out there I am laughing.
I am destroyed in here, but my skin is perfectly clear.
My heart never survived, but my pretty face did.
Nothing is what it seems.
My life is perfect, but me and perfect are like the earth and the sun.
Everyone would die for my life, but I would just love to die.
My tears not coming out, cause no I can’t show.
My soul no longer sparkling
I used to shine so bright
but no more
that fire left me
just as you did
you didn’t use the exact words
leave me
i remember you said
having friends, it isn’t hard
having hard friends, that is
that’s how you told me
how i knew it
i believe you with every word
always
so at that moment
i apparently had no friends
lonely
no one to understand me
no one to be with me
no one to laugh with
no one just to have
no one just to hold
no one just to be sad
together
no one to chat
no one to play
no one to talk
no one to gossip
no one to
no one
24 april
  Jul 7 CantSeeMe
LITTLESTAR
So much more problems out there
Just can't stand this one
Crying at night
Acting all innocent
‘what's with your eyes’
‘looks like you cried'
‘are you okay'

14 years old
Hating school as usual
Not because of the haters
Not because of the bullies
Not because of math
Not because of the teachers
Not because of the rules
Because of them
My friends
Or my friendgroup
If I can call them that
I love them
But I can call them a problem
I just can't stand this one

It's hard you know
This problem
I know there are harder problems
And I know I am overreacting
Just can't stand this one
I can't stand them

So here I am crying
And I know I am not the only one
So I cry a little more
Just can't stand this one
7 july
  Jul 6 CantSeeMe
Pri
When the world goes quiet,
and the body surrenders.
where do you go?

In sleep,
we fall through time
without falling,
touch faces
we’ve never seen,
grieve things
that never happened.
And still,
we wake up aching.
Why?

What if dreams
aren’t just brain static or broken memories,
but something sacred,
an ancient language
your soul still remembers
even if you don’t?

You float.
You fall.
You fly.
You meet people
you’ve never seen,
but somehow you know them.
Places you’ve never been
feel more like home
than the house you wake up in.

What if every dream
is a message,
a mirror,
a map.
but only if you’re still enough
to listen?

What if they mean something?
What if they mean everything?

And maybe
we’ll never know for sure.
But still,
each night,
we close our eyes
and enter that strange, sacred place
as if we’re trying
to remember
something the daylight
won’t let us see.

Some say your soul leaves your body at night
and wanders.
Touches other worlds.
Crosses timelines.
Meets souls it once knew
before the name you wear now
existed.

Maybe,
what we call “sleep”
is the real awakening.

And waking up?
That’s the dream
we keep returning to.
  Jul 6 CantSeeMe
mysterie
and just like that,
it's the first --
again.
a new month.
it's like a blank page
i dont want
to write on.

the calendar flips
its pages
like it's nothing,
but i can feel it --
the pressure
of doing it all better
this time.

new goals.
new lists.
new promises
i probably won't
keep.

everyone says
that it's a
"fresh start"
like thats supposed
to make me feel
hopeful.
happy.

but it honestly
just feels like
a reset button.
the one i never
asked for.

like change
i'm too tired
to chase.
i hate the first.. but i have so much in store for you this month 🤍
date wrote: 1/7
CantSeeMe Jun 30
looking at others
didn’t know it bothered

cause when they start to talk
saying things like 'I wish he’d call'

it hurts
I know I can't say that
cause they are just living their life
happy they look
blooming inside

nothing can destroy that
at least that’s how they feel

I should mind my own business
but-
Should I warn them?
cause it's going to be worse
but for some reason they don’t see the curse

give it time
and everything crashes down
just like…
always
maybe
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