A head lies empty,
Nothing put to waste,
A body lies broken,
Put you in your place,
The soul is devoured,
The divine is debased.

Hidden behind you
Each whisper in the ear, a
Light tap on the shoulder,
People don't understand.



Moments pass when it's not there

Each time, managing to convince me, maybe I'm safe.

It's that time of year again.
My head in my hands.
Thinking about what progress I've made.

Nothing.
The end is near.

I just want to burst into tears, but I can't seem to manage.
Even that, I can't do.
A disappointment.

But I want to live.

There are things I want to do,
So many things.

So

I'll keep going,
Even if it's painful
Even if it's hard

I'll keep going.

For me.
So I can become the person I want to be.
Because if I don't do that, no one else will.

I will keep.
Going.

The person in my life I never quite new how to talk too.  

How can I help?

At every chance I get, I swear I try to let you in.



Isolation won't comfort you.



You might think being alone will make you

stronger.


Is it just

A cry for aid?

Or maybe you were like this from the start.



I don't want to see you like this anymore.