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621 · May 2014
My suicide (10W)
Stilletto slips silently
Finds its destination
Its work done.
Undone
© JLB
619 · Feb 2015
Black dog (10W)
Sometimes that ******* dog
jumps on you, and ******.
© JLB
16/02/2015
22:49 GMT
618 · Sep 2018
Butterfly road
Come take a walk with me and satisfy an old woman’s dignity
by assuring her there are gentlemen still.
Take my hand and let me lean upon you as we move our bones
down Butterfly road.

Look

A dragonfly is lazily circling the pond, see how he catches the sun?
Like a stained glass window at sunset,
casting colours into the dim nave; lighting the unscrupulous knave
and his hyperbole

Listen

Silence can be heard young man, but first you must still your blood
Amplify the silence, deafen your passion
In return you’ll demystify the sirens lullabies and nullify lies
Whispered in sensual bedevilment.

Taste

Drink in this scene young man, the lazy end to summer
soon she’ll be chased and embraced by Autumn’s leaves
Raked away into a crisp pile
allowing regeneration to begin.

Feel

Young man, soon my walk with you will end
but you’ll carry on, up and around the bend
until you feel the chill air
and need to be somewhere warm.

Smell

Nothing evokes feelings like those known to the senses
The feel of your love as you hold them,
the sound of their heartbeat rushing in your ears
the heavy scent of *******.
The look of sated happiness in their eyes
and the taste of salty tears as they cry.

Yes, young man all things end.
This talk. This walk.
This summer. The butterfly.
*Termini
© JLB
07/09/2018
02:35 BST
611 · Dec 2014
Melancholy.
We are all dead.
We are born with one goal: to die.
Waiting to cease completely.
Remember to turn off the light.
Try to go peacefully.
Make sure they spell your name right.
We, none of us get out of this try as we might.
© JLB
16//12/2014
16:26 GMT
606 · Apr 2014
Hollow souls
Hollow out a pumpkin
Hollow out my soul
Scoop out the insides of a pumpkin
Scoop out the inside of my soul

Thin ice covers my body
Thin ice covers my soul
Outside of myself
Outside of my soul

Cavities, devoid of truth
Sunken, reverberating footsteps
Echo hollowly
Emptiness, devoid of even emotion

A void between hollow valleys
Spacious sepulchral sound
Deeply indented
In my hollow soul.
© JLB
604 · Apr 2014
Monster's Mansion
No bricks, no mortar
Just empty rooms.
Space so large it truly is never ending
Silence, so quiet it screams.
Doors only unlocked at certain times
Windows always looking in - never out.

If we looked out what would we see?
Croquet on the lawn?
A garden party?
A dog chasing its own tail?

Focus on the dog, the ******* dog
It's teeth, the steam of its breath as it pants
It's fur glossy, midnight black
He's padding forward, to you, you at the window

Go back, run, find a room that's unlocked
Unknown, uncared for.
Hide, retreat, leave the black dog outside
You and that dog can never play ball.

You find a room with a checkered floor
Black and white, chess.
You, are the Queen of this chess mansion
You, are not captured, not today
Not by the black monstrous dog.
© JLB
603 · Aug 2014
Sir Sjr1000
My wonderful friend
You blend words like a wizard
Evoke imagery out of syllables and rhyme
Leave us breathless at your unique insight
and jealous of your zeal for being a wordsmith.
Were I able to, my wonderful friend I would knight thee
for services to the beauty of words.
© JLB
19/08/2014
01:00 BST
600 · Apr 2014
Brittle
Brittle love broke today
The love was only one way
A thousand shards
Glinting in the rays
Of once a love so pure
Now shattered, tattered and
Fluttering in an aged breeze
The love is gone
Such is teen emotion
All is so intense, heightened senses
Truths yet unknown of life
Thank you for reminding me
That my torn and shredded love
Turns to strength given time
My torn and tattered past
Defines me now
I love with no strings
I understand my crushes, the longing and truth
I feel sorry for the teenage me
She that mooned, stared and let life pass by
For no return, no end
You cannot go back
Brittle rose tinted glasses shatter
When true love arrives.
© JLB
598 · Jun 2014
Rage
They'll ask the question again
again, I'll reply the same
we treat this Q&A; as a game
well I do, Amen.

"Why do you think you're constantly angry?"
Hell, no, not that probing question,
don't they train you better than that?
They watch and wait for the answer.....

Here we go again, down the rabbit hole
Deep breath, and...
Silence, the same reply.
It frustrates them, they fidget, still expecting words.

Silence screams in places where volume just consumes.
I will not engage, I will not debate, I will not facilitate
their assumptions.
I'm not angry, I'm passionate, I think, but remain silent.

I rage, I do not engage.
I rage within. If I let the djinn out, he won't go back in.
I'd hate for you to feel the blade and blaze of my fury.
I'll leave my sanity for the jury to decide.

Just know this, I was mad when I closed the door.
I was crazy as I stabbed my mate.
But now I'm calm once more
And I refuse to communicate.
© JLB
17/06/2014
595 · Jul 2021
Clown
The smile on my face is for no one but me
A mirror, a smile, as wide as can be

Take a look at its curve, a half moon of red
You’d never believe all the things that it’s said

You’d never believe how easy parting lips can be
The sound of satisfaction, lapping at me

Go to bed with a smile, go to bed sated
Never go to bed with a smile unabated

Dream deep this night and don’t take fright
When I visit you in Lethe with my lethal red smile
© JLB
18/07/2021
00:44 BST
595 · Apr 2014
Sunday Bloody Sunday
Chilly even in the sun
Sunday roast cooking
Hoping you'll come
Open bottle of wine
Breathing

Seething, once again
You've chosen a pub lunch
Who with? I ask,when you return
Oh the usual bunch, you reply
A lie, since when did the "usual" bunch
Wear red lipstick to a pub lunch?

The red stain glares at me from your collar
I let the stain slide, I pour myself the wine
I pick up the carving knife
That's been ready to slice
I return to being the wife

"I'm guessing your full" I say
Oh no, my appetite for your Sunday lunch is intact
Was the reply
And, why not you've not eaten food per se

Won't be a minute, I shout
Just dishing the meal out
Sit at the table I'll bring it in
This I say whilst taking off my wedding ring

I carry the plate to his place at the table
Won't be a sec I'll just go and get mine I say
The kitchen is chilly
But I'm not shivering
I pick up the knife that will end my being a wife.
© JLB
593 · May 2014
Alone
As I look all around, I see things you do not see,
how can that be?
Listening carefully I strain to hear that creak once more,
a microphone is needed if you cannot hear that moan.
Overblown by the next sound, a groan, what next?
a rattling chain? A swinging pendulum?
Nevermore will I fear any sight, or sound, man or
beast, pit or grave.
E**xclusively unique, privileged to be alone yet surrounded,
by those that still exist, exist in memories, hearts, sounds and smell, no,that mist was more than just a vapour, just look closer
© JLB
Poe's 'Alone'is simply simple and stunning in its subject and form. A master.
592 · Mar 2021
Modern Life (spoken piece)
Do you ever get one of those days.
Where you forget the Fitbit, drop the mobile, turn off social media, disconnect from the connection, slow down on coffee consumption, turn down the traffic of information?
Then looked for a free hotspot?
Wales GMT 04:07
© JLB
592 · Feb 2015
Valentine Red
Red* Lips
Red Kiss
Red Heat
Red Fire
Red Love
Red Hate
Red Mist
Red Blood
Red Rage
         ~
RedRum
********
© JLB
09/02/2015
02:29 GMT
591 · Mar 2015
When
When did I become a notch?
When did I become a number?
When did I not matter?
When did I become the joke?
When did I deserve that blow?
When did I stop crying?
When did I lose faith in you?
When did I disappear?
© JLB
02/03/2015
18:53 GMT
590 · May 2014
Sable
Unstable, used, she picks up the bill
and walks out.
Looks to the heavens
no miracle tonight.
At least she looks good,
no clown eyes.
No, running mascara
Just a woman emerging
She, snorts at her inner monologue
'Emerging' ha, in more ways than one.
The palatial house, gone,
the unfaithful spouse, gone,
the demon on her back, gone.
Her mother named her well
Sable 'heraldic word for black'
The darkest colour
Jet black, ebony.
Bonnily she steps out, ironically
clad in a Sable
she drops the coat to the floor
wearing nothing at all.
No need to conceal anything
she does as the flashing lights tell her
(Blue lights)
gets down on the floor
© JLB
586 · Aug 2014
Lament
In my life I've dealt with grief.
Deaths of family, friendships and innocence.
Still I'd hoped that life and time would make up,
become friends and chime a tolling bell of peace.
Thought ruins dreams.
There is inside us a black so dark we become a void.
Why try searching for the light?
The light has gone aground.
Mankind has ***** this fruitful earth,
despoiled its beauty and its worth.
Money means more than humanity.
Desecration of this fair planet and its inhabitants
justified by the men in suits.
News is just a propaganda tool,
it makes a mockery and a fool of us.
We line up for bargains, forgetting the unfed
We lie to ourselves that good still exists.
Where? When even religion becomes contentious.
Guns, bombs, hate, greed, ****** of the innocents,
who among us opened the seventh seal?
The Seventh Seal was it opened by blood mixed with oil on the altar of greed?
If so, it wasn't done in my name.
© JLB
08/08/2014
01:06 BST
585 · Jan 2015
Wine
I'm four bottles into loving you.
How many are you?
© JLB
18/01/2015
01:09 GMT
583 · Apr 2014
Dreams of nothing
In dreams my thoughts smash into smithereens
My screams go unheard
My esteem is bolstered by amphetamines
I stand on ravines, their edge inviting me to jump
To float in a downward spiral
To ignore regimes, to ignore the screams
Those screams are mine, rent from my throat
Extremes so normal that nothing is as it seems
Alice went down a hole, I am not whole
I try to redeem in dreams, but dreams
Always are the extremes
© JLB
581 · May 2022
My Pane
My pane of glass allows me to see the farce that is my life.
Remember that song lyric “I’ve been to paradise, but I’ve never been to me”?, well, I’ve never been to paradise and I’ve never been me.

Me, a person is too much to try and describe, let alone the life I’ve lived and hid.

My skin is a skein wrapped tightly over my remains
My brain what of it works is a profane stain, it cheats at life and keeps me looking through that pane at my pain.

My pain makes me stronger, my pain is my armour, my pain is a ball and chain choking me down whilst I try to retain order.

I’m never mundane and always entertain myself with the next charade.I’ve portrayed and played many parts, paid my dues and rued the pain that started in my heart.

Happiness folds in on itself
like a piece of paper.

Can you be jealous of a time?
I can. I am.
Like salt in a wound I sting at being absent at my own life
Pain screams at me and I smile back
Wales BST 02:30
© JLB
580 · May 2014
Would you kindly....
Kiss me deeply
Feel me sigh
Touch me softly
Caress my face
Trace my lips
With yours?

Would you kindly.....
Need me again
Dance in the rain
Hold me close
Whisper soft words
Heal my wounds?

Would you kindly.....
Stay with me
Until we are no more
Never forget me
Always trust me
Always love me?
© JLB
01/06/2014 (June)
575 · Nov 2017
Dent de lion
Floating like Dandelion florets caught upon the breeze
Thoughts scatter to the four corners of the world
Lucid dreams dragging ecstatically at the seam of self
Unpicked nightmares rearing up and roaring
A lions roar, a cats purr fangs floating in a pool of perfume
Cannot obscure the golden tower of blow *****
Seed dispersal through rosettes
Disturbed paw printed earth receives seeds.
© JLB
05/11/2017
01:36 GMT
574 · Nov 2017
Almost you
I watch him sleep and trace his face with a finger
he could be you, but he’s better.
His hair is a deep chocolate brown his eyes like caramel
his smell is clean like washed cotton on a breeze
and I am seized of a deep ache.

I loved you once.
A pure deep love.
A painful love that never left.

He stirs and his face creases into a smile
I want to follow his dream.
To sit in the curve of his lips and watch the images unfold.
Knowing that within the circle of his dream, I hold his focus.
I want to spiral down and burrow under his skin,
to be owned just by him.

He’s not you.
He loves me.
He’s caused me no pain.

I enter the crook of his arm and silently exhale
Knowing my kisses are printed on his body
My love upon his heart
He’s not you,
He’s better.
© JLB
25/11/2017
19:57 GMT
573 · May 2014
Thunderstorm
Glass of red in hand, she watches the rain.
The pane of glass the only barrier between her and thunder.
Thinking whilst drinking should not be undertaken at any costs.
How old is too old?
Why does the thunder clap rather than sing?
Slowly she turns away from the window, sets the glass down
and turns the wheelchair toward the bedroom.
Still the storm rages, the thunder claps, and her heart sings
Q:How old is too old? : Answer: right now
The bottle of tablets falls to the floor, ironically timed with a thunderclap.
© JLB
572 · Dec 2015
Countdown (10W)
I
am
not
here.
Blank
spaces.

Ruinous
remnants.
**Completes
desolation.
Copyright © JLB
11/12/2015
21:58 GMT
570 · May 2014
Batrachomyomachia (10w)
Words,old souls needing to be released.
To be read.
© JLB
The word batrachomyomachia has come to mean "a silly altercation".
My silly altercation of a ten worded poem!
570 · Apr 2015
I
I
I left this morning without a backward glance.
I boarded the train without a moments hesitation.
I started work, continued my day without a secondary thought.
I operated on autopilot, smiled, laughed and bantered accordingly.
I thought of nothing much outside of work.
I like that I'm lost in a crowd.
I waited for the clock to hit five, then left.
I cut a lonely non-descript character.
I like that I'm not seen.
I like that I'm not noticed.
I like that I'm not thought of.
I like that one day someone will say:
"I never knew".
© JLB
21/04/2015
00:35 BST
566 · Sep 2014
Autumnal Fall
Re absorption of Summer into Autumn.
Time to reflect on the hot sunny days
now turning to a crisp cold gold.
Last of colour before a blanket
of white.
© JLB
12/09/2014
09:50 BST
566 · May 2014
Shadow and soul
Is my shadow my soul?
Or is my soul my shadow?
Both come with me.
Why would they be separate?
Can my soul live also in my shadow?
Can my shadow hide my soul?
Shadow in the sun, indicates fun.
Shadows in the dark always give rise to fright.
Is my shadow the duality of my soul?
My inner struggle with bad and good?

A shadow is where direct light cannot reach due to
obstruction by an object.
This I know.
Is the obstruction my soul?
The soul, in many religious, philosophical, psychological,
and mythological traditions, is the incorporeal and,
the immortal essence of a person or living thing.
So what is the shadow?
The dark part of our souls?
Or, as many would have it a scientific result.
Soul = object of spirituality
Shadow= result of science

The ancient Greeks believed air, as opposed to solid earth, to be incorporeal.
Ancient Persians believed fire to be incorporeal in that every soul was said to be produced from it.
We humans are mostly water.
We humans live on earth.
Each of the four elements manifests in us.
Our shadows and souls must therefore,
relate to human activity on the principle of "as above, so below"
My shadow and soul are me
© JLB
Do you feel strong now?
Do you feel different?
Do you see him lying by you?
Do you remember his name?
Are you happy now?

Happy, you woke in a different bed?
Do you feel empowered?
Powerful by that lie, forsaking your marriage bed?
Did you find yourself with him in you?
Your nails ripping his back.

Did you find him different to the man who gives you his all?
Or the same as any man?
Any shame? Did you come with love?
Did you scream the right name?
Are you happy now?

Did you remember his vows to you? Yours to him.
Do you remember writhing? Screaming? Scratching?
Pouring with sweat and lust.
Did you see him as you clung to the other?
Did you feel dishonest? Unclean?

Multiple questions go with multiple *******.
You have to answer them in time.
But, for now collect your clothes off the floor, slip quietly out the door, and remember how this started; with a row,
And ask "Are you happy now?"
© JLB
22/07/2014
558 · Apr 2014
Open Zen(ded)
Our enlightenment is endless
timeless
Our ignorance is endless
timeless
Our understanding should be endless
timeless

Awakening like spring
we cling
to teachings handed
down
Men take up the pen
in order to
teach
Not to preach

The boatman will await
Our trip
Down the final river
Our endless search
for Zen will end with an
Amen
© JLB
558 · Apr 2014
My American friend
We speak a common language
We are friends
We have been friends for over a quarter of a century(1 old 1 new)
We have never met

You and I would never have known each other
But for fate.
Fate turned a postman up my steps
He dropped a letter with a US stamp on the mat

From the first introduction I was smitten with my postal friend
She encompassed all that was red, white and blue.
Pretty, funny, generous and kind
I felt in comparison like an ugly sister to Cinderella

American TV programmes, American music,
John Hughes movies, she lived that life
I was Ally Sheedy to her Molly Ringwald's 'Breakfast Club'
I watched her grow through letters, she I in turn.

We journeyed the 80's the 90's the naughties and now the 1st decade of the 21st century together.
We both married, we both suffered sadness and joy
Highs and lows.

You still have the hair of my memories
You still have the smile of my memories
You still evoke a time of innocence for me
You still evoke my smile

Yet, now we approach our 40's
Born anew, the US is changed, Europe is changed
We remain joined as always through words.
You my American friend.
For Anjanette.
© JLB
558 · Aug 2014
Pretty in red
Little girl born with auburn curls
Little girl born with freckles and blue eyes
Little girl born with a smile so inviting
Little girl born to be bundled in pink.

Little girl got older
Little girl got bolder
Little girl got colder
Little girl realised she hated pink.

Little girl became a teen
Little girl became a terror
Little girl drove her mama to drink
Little girl drove her daddy to leave.

Little girl was known in town as a bad seed
Little girl decided that suited her fine, carried on drinking her wine
Little girl grew up, now a little woman
Little woman made mistakes, she never baked a cake!

Little woman with the auburn curls and inviting smile
came home early one day, saw you holding her so tight
that she knew what she had to do.
When it was done she spun with glee, caught sight of herself in red.
Smiled, at herself and thought: "if only you hadn't bundled me in pink".
© JLB
07/08/2014
13:43 BST
555 · May 2015
Taken
Dear darling,
I'll take you to bed, I'll have my way with you.
I will make you ache
I will make you shake
I will make you moan
I will make you groan
I will make you hot
I will make you cold
I will make you shake
I will make you shiver
I will make you quiver
I will make you beg me to stop
I will leave you weak
I will make you feel me for days
I will finish when I am sated
You will be left ecstatic when I'm finished.

Yours
The Flu
Copyright © JLB
21/05/2015
19:43 BST
553 · Mar 2015
Footprint in Time
Stamp your foot in the dust of time,
all that remains is a print, a memory.
Some of us stamp harder, the imprint is clearer.
Their names remembered, their deeds become history.
Their print is set, stuck in time.

Those that softly tread leave a fonder copy in the dust,
but like all faint threads they fade from memory.
Tender footprints imprint on the heart,
their tread copying the rhythm of the owners heart.
Their print is set, stuck in time, forever entwined.
© JLB
29/03/2015
02:56 BST
549 · Apr 2014
Muse
My muse of woe
She went today
I didn't even hear Her go
She let me have a happy day
Tomorrow she will make me pay.
© JLB
549 · Jan 2018
Still
Will I still be your wife in the afterlife?
Will you still stare at me and swear you care?
Will we still declare our love?
After we both know
it was my hand in the glove
that held the knife
that ended your life and stilled our love.
© JLB
09/01/2018
04:10 GMT
544 · May 2018
Alphabet seasons
A
Blistering
Cold
Destroys
Enough
Fruition

Good
Heat
In (turn)
Justly
Kills
Larvae

Maggots
Nourish
Only
Plentiful­
Quarry (and)
Returns
Stores
To
Usage

Vile
Winters
Xacerbate
Yellowing
Zeal
© JLB
23/05/2018
01:15 BST
544 · Jul 2018
Watercolours
I lose myself in memories past
Watch scenes on a loop
Run these memories through filters so that
Brighter, softer, more muted hues speckle the reminiscing
Harsh lines now resemble an impressionist painting
Harsh words now a poets tongue become
Harsh actions a noble deed to overcome a harsher pain.
Harsh words fall soft from the tongue
Diluted memories in ombré hue
Gradually blending and shading
Until only an impression of a memory remains.
© JLB
10/07/2018
03:42 BST
Humankind
Look about you; and what do you see?
A group of people like you and me.

Some are fat and some are thin
All are just covered in a layer of skin

Shall we go deeper into the flesh?
Take a look at what they possess.

Anatomically defined, humankind
Mankind intertwined, designed thus, us

Are we good are we bad?
Do we want all that we have?

Do we need or is it greed?
When we proceed to overfeed

Unrestrained indifference to consumerism
Leaves us open to malfeasance, and our skin wrinkles.

But fear not, the answer is to be found in a ***!
Only £€$¥ 9.99 and that wrinkle is smoothed.

So, buy today and it will go away.
And all of us will one day die and turn to dust.

And all we buy will fade and rust
And love will never be enough
© JLB
05/04/2018
17:07 BST
540 · Apr 2014
Forever
Whoever said they'd like to live forever
never considered the barbarity that would bring.
The bearer of living forever never forgets
the pain forever brings
They alone would be the holder of
existing alone, the finality of their
forever is the fatality of terror.
© JLB
539 · Jul 2014
Empty(10W)
There is not a poem within me to share today.
© JLB
19/07/2014
535 · May 2014
Youth
I awoke today to a truth,
one that I had been lying for
with potions and lotions.
I am old. I am fast approaching
the age when young, I thought
was ancient. Truth be told I'm not
that old but, the outside of me is
wearing thin, my mind is still proof of
my juvenile molecules.

Youth gave me bruises, when seen were
black and blue, age has bruised me but
with a different hue.
How true that poets refer to youth as green
and salad like, fresh and new, for if we knew
that age brought, not only wisdom, but a
wrinkling of the body and soul, we may take
a detour to a roof and shove off
falling, whilst calling for our younger days
© JLB
My salad days,
When I was green in judgment.
William Shakespeare, "Antony and Cleopatra", Act 1 scene 5
534 · May 2014
Composed of stars
We are the tellers of our own story
The makers of our own destiny
We are the sharers of a cast
The cast of us
A stellar reservoir of superstars
We don't appear in magazines
We are the figurines that stand in life
Watch dreams get smashed to smithereens
We follow the theme of living, occasionally giving
Kissing,wishing,missing,loving,kicking,killing
Anatomicall­y the same yet unwilling, fearing living
Whilst each of us unique we all are composed of stars
We all hold within us the chic mystique of being human.
© JLB
533 · Apr 2014
Courage
He loves me
I love him
He annoys me
I annoy him
I hate him
He hates me
I need him
He needs me
I want him
He wants me

We don't want anything
Or anyone
We don't need help
We don't want sympathy
My disease is our disease
Dr's call it MS
I call it love
He knows where the door is
He is his own person
It takes more courage to live than die
He and I know this, we together are invulnerable.

Every night before I sleep I pray his love is mine to keep.
Lao Tzu: 'Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

© JLB
530 · Sep 2014
Hate
THE
HAT
ATE
THE
TEA
THAT
HATE
HEATE(D)*

The
Hat
Hated
Eating
That
Tea
But
The
Mad
Hatter
Insisted
I wanted to take a 4 letter word and see if I could make a coherent poem!
© JLB
27/09/2014
01:30 BST
530 · Aug 2014
Ever had one of those days?
Those days where cutting off your nose to spite your face
is preferable to the fake smile?
The inane chat?
The constant hum of banality?
The pretence that all in the garden is rosy?
The surrounding of people you would cheerfully ****?

Where the slightest word sends you spiralling?
Where even "friends" drive you screaming for the hills?
Where silence is all you want, need, crave?
Where were it possible you'd scream not talk?
Where you'd get your bucket of regrets, and throw them to the wind?
Today is that day for me.
© JLB
03/08/2014
15:39 BST
529 · Dec 2017
Convocation
I knew you’d be there without confirmation
I felt the tingle
I felt the sensation
I smelt your aftershave and
Without hesitation I condemned myself to damnation

I watched you stride down the nave
Watching you was a violation
A violation of my promise
To be faithful, honest and true
But, I can’t keep my pledge,not with you.

I quietly follow
Beyond the curtain I go
I sit and breathe deeply
You, Wood, and incense fill my heart
“Bless me Father for I have sinned. I'm in love with you”
© JLB
25/12/2017
00:12 GMT
529 · May 2014
Wine tasting tears
We dined in quietude
knowing that the meal
was our last repast.
Together, we'd had fun
now the game changed,
your wife was pregnant
with a son.
I ordered more wine
I didn't whine that
you chose her over me.
Bawling and weeping
Is not my style.
Should have known
from the beginning
you were a lying swine,
three months before I knew,
that you weren't mine,
married, you'd confessed.
In the process of divorce
you'd said.
Believed you, I did.
Affairs like prayers sometimes
go unanswered.
You and I this supper time
will not end the night
ascending the stair for our affair.
© JLB

“I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.”
― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets
529 · Oct 2014
Regret
Bitter is the taste of regret.
I know, regret is tattooed on my heart.
Like a bayonet every time I catch a thought of you.
My breath catches, my face freezes, my mind decays
back to our days, when,
I held a flaming torch, you held a match!
I look back, you probably don't remember the girl that made you
her world.
Felt possessed just at knowing you.
Hated the fact that she was too much of a coward to let you know,
that friendship was not enough.
You were put in a box, lid on tight, but you crawl to me
every night.

I dread looking at what you are now,
I bet your silhouette is the same, but your contents have changed.
Am I in a box of your regrets?
It's ok I know the answer.
I just torture myself as it's better to feel pain than nothing at all.
Is she as funny as me?
Is she as happy as I once was?
I bet you have kids. I don't. I won't.
I'd like to reset my regret, but life won't let me.
Bitter is the taste, bitterness grinds at my epithet.
I lay my head down in dread knowing that I fled.
A wretch full of regret.
But, before you open my box of regrets tonight, remember,
*Always kiss me goodnight.
© JLB
09/10/2014
17:17 BST
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