Hope someone has the generosity to dance on my grave

Its hard pretending
not to know each other.
Because we aren't just strangers,
we're strangers with some memories.
We once shared laughs,
tears and
pizza together.
We can't act like ''we''
never existed,
when we both know we did.
...........

I wanna be the one you call with your momma,
I want you to be mad at me because I didn't come over.
Want you to kiss me when you see him,
And smile with butterflies in your stomach.
Get closer when there's thunder
Hold me when it's raining.
Tell me what happen as you sit up on the counter.
Look down so I can put my hand on your chin and watch you fall in love with me over and over.
Lay on me and count my fingers,
You know me so well you kiss my cheek with no problem.

See..
We don't have to act like you don't wanna,
I play in your hair as I make your mind wonder
Text me and call me with morning text and "what are you doing".

..I've just been thinking of things I would do if I had you as my lover."

Listen he can Love you all night but you will never see him in the morning.
I'm not going there for your tears..
Why can't you see your not his..?
Wishing on him for years
Have he even met your piers?
All you can say to me is you love his hair..

Looking in the mirror there he is there he goes,
Man I need to get my stuff together.

I hate how I want you,
I don't you need you but I like to
I can't sleep no if It was me and you
So I sleep alone and it's so cold.
There's a better life and better death
If I can get pass your mess.

If you ever told me I'm leaving I wouldn't run after this,
Escaping you is a stronghold that I'm wiling to break free from all this.