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Jeremy Bean Oct 2014
Beauty can be just as evil
as it is good.
Jeremy Bean Oct 2014
Death stands on my doorstep
but hes afraid to knock
He sees just what
I have endured
as I contest his spot
I test his spine, as he has mine
time and time again
he knows I do not wait in line
because hes become my friend
I have kept his company
which he did not expect
seems as if my disrespect
has gained respect of him
I've learned his secret long ago
and threw it to the wind
the good die young
the bad die old
indifference to sin.
Jeremy Bean Oct 2014
I am just a tainted soul
trying to get clean
but it seems my only options
are by their judgmental means
I know it all can take its toll
yet nobody believes
That I'm the type of person
who can turn a new leaf
I gave a million chances
yet all I seem to get is one
an overbearing judgement
expecting the same old outcome
I'm just another crazy
who sees a strange reality
Stuck in a sickened world
and still reaching for his dreams
I discovered my  voice
and I have found myself
Without empathy to appease
anybody else
I've learned the way you treat me
is how you treat yourself
Throw me to vultures
put me on the shelf
I made my choice
I paid my dues
I've played the hand thats dealt
  Oct 2014 Jeremy Bean
Emily Dickinson
670

One need not be a Chamber—to be Haunted—
One need not be a House—
The Brain has Corridors—surpassing
Material Place—

Far safer, of a Midnight Meeting
External Ghost
Than its interior Confronting—
That Cooler Host.

Far safer, through an Abbey gallop,
The Stones a’chase—
Than Unarmed, one’s a’self encounter—
In lonesome Place—

Ourself behind ourself, concealed—
Should startle most—
Assassin hid in our Apartment
Be Horror’s least.

The Body—borrows a Revolver—
He bolts the Door—
O’erlooking a superior spectre—
Or More—
Jeremy Bean Oct 2014
Would Earth
be better or worse,
  With
more
  like
me.
Jeremy Bean Oct 2014
Instead of picking up the pieces
I started leaving them behind
Theres no secret to the recent
state of my heart and mind.
Jeremy Bean Oct 2014
I only failed the life
I never wanted to live.
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