Gorgeous, with short curly light brown hair.
A few inches taller than me
A smile that can blow you into next year.
Fashion is not even what I can describe her style as, she is a great dresser.
Personality is just amazing.
Spontaneous with a touch of inspiration.
She may have a few corks here and there but that's what caught me.
It wasn't the smile or the walk or the way she talked, It was everything.

the water i draw is scalding,
sending prickles up my feet to my legs.
slowly, i finally submerge.
i lay my head back, my feet on the end of the tub.
i hold my breathe and sink into warmth.
as i reluctantly come up for air.
i see steam radiating from my body.
yet, there is no pain.
my body, beautiful and powerful.
my soul.
broken.