i
have
never
been
so
lonely,
this
i've
chosen

I just wish you knew how difficult
it is to get out of bed and act happy for the day
When really you just want to break into tears.

Fake smiles,
Fake laughs,
Fake heart,
Fake personality,
Fake human,
Fake me,
So yeah, Fake is me.

You & I went through the same things.
You& I felt the same way.
You had an option, I didnt have.
I am still depressed, and living in hell.
You are away, living life to its fullest.
You & I
have
gone
our
seperate
ways
,
and
I am jealous of you.