You probably don't understand, Most people don't, You will never understand, How much anger, How much self hatred, Someone must have, To take a razor to themselves, And cut into their own skin..
I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. how pictures never change, but the people in them do. I don't understand how your best friend can become your worst enemy. how forever turns into a few short months that you'd do anything to get back I don't understand how you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without how even though you know something's for the best, it still hurts just the same how people who used to spend every second of their life with you don't even have a second to spare how people can just erase you from their lives because its easier than working things out....
do I cry randomly? yes do I get ******?yes do I cry myself to sleep? yes do I miss every second you're gone? yes do I feel lonely at times? Yes do I need you?yes do I need a daily hug from you? yes do I love you?yes do I have feelings? yes do I fight with you?yes am I emotional? yes would I risk my life and everything I live for, for you? hell yes