Dear lord above in case you're real right now I pray to thee,
To help me with my inner self to change the way I be,
For many days and many years this has been my life,
I even couldn't call it quits for my kids and my wife,
Wish I may wish I might give me the will to fight,
To gain control of my life back and even of my sight,

I need help im starting to stray,
I dont want to live this way,
Don't leave me with these demons of mine,
They are very cruel and real unkind
I am a prisoner in my own head
How can I escape and be free instead,
I've been fighting demons for so long,
I just can't beat them ,they're very strong,
Sometimes I run as fast as I can,
When I stop, right there they stand
Everyday is the same ol same,
Cause me pain and shame my name,
If it's the last thing that I do,
One day I will get rid of you,
Until then I must learn to fight
Until they're gone and out of my sight