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i cant stop writing about you
my fingers are burnt by a storm of you
not one word
one phrase
one paragraph
or one poem
could incapsulate
how i feel
the words that exist
just dont comprehend
how i feel
i will make words
i will make phrases
i will make paragraphs of a language only you and i can understand in a font unimaginable by the human brain
a language from the heart
so darling
until each memory of us is put to paper
i will not stop writing
and ****
i just cant stop writing about you

#love #heartbreak #poetry #inspiration #writing #sadpoetry

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

I'm a left and I am deaf

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

irsorai

I'm a left and I am deaf

I'm a left and I am deaf.

A thousand tears of broken words whispered in the silence of my solitude.
A broken glass reflecting the perfect reflection of my heart.
A stolen soul in exchanged of numbness mornings and empty bodies.
A beating heart on a dead soul. The longing of feelings that never left.
A hand on a floor against the demons in my head.
A miserable excuse for a reasonable action. The feeling so strong in a mess of a world.
A crying for help in a hopeless land.

I'm a left and I am deaf.

#dark #hurt #hopeless

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

Loneliness my dear friend

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

Raven

Loneliness my dear friend

Broken
Cracked and Shattered
Scarred
Ripped and Burnt

Heavy heart
Messy mind
Why are all this things mine?
Hollow chest
Numb to everything
Did it all switch off? Or just run away?

Loneliness holds me in its welcoming arms
Saying hello my dear friend are you back again?
And with a knowing glint in his eyes
Loneliness knows I'm alone inside

He holds me in his arms and chuckles as I cry
Shaking his end
Saying he told me so
Told me they all would go
One way or another
I'd come back
Into the welcoming arms of my old friend
Lonely

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

Those bad days are out to get us.

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

rootsbudsflowers

Those bad days are out to get us.

Good days come and pass,
But bad days stop all time.
They bring about
Tears of spite
They darken every rhyme.
I hate bad days
They ruin me,
They take from me my joy.
And sweep away all thoughts of peace
With their malicious ploy.

#tears #bad #day

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

That was me

Nov 2015 Bor ehgit

Chineze

That was me

You see me beautifully clothed,
But deep within am thoroughly shredded;
You see me peaceful and calm,
But there are deep cuts beneath my palms;
You see me stable, the kind of woman you want to keep,
My mind is crowded with chaos, I barely sleep;
You have plans to walk me down the aisle,
Am really not sure how much longer I can travel this mile.
Be careful what you think you know,
That was me several years ago.

#broken #confused #depressed #suicidal #cold #sick #undeserving